The Last Night

Today will be the last night in singapore...
Then I'll be going back to Malaysia for Christmas...
I could hear bells ringing...
jingle bell...

Tonight,
The night is quite clear..
I still can see the darken blue of the sky..

Tonight,
I watch the sun set down.
from the window in my house.
The red big light bulb that lightens up or sky..
The red big light bulb lazily climbs into the eastern side,
ready to lighten up the other side of the world..

When the sun is getting ready to set or rise..
It's like having a wonderfu ceremony..
The whole sky is in the cheerful mood..
The whole sky is covered with orangey red..
and some mixtures of light blue...
Like many folks wearing on blue tuxedos,
and pretty young ladies wearing red gowns filled the sky...
It looks so...so...so peacefull..

Outside the window,
is the jungle that fits in like a carpet for the ballroom...
I LOVE SUNSET...
Before sunset there are also beautifull scene hard to catch ..
like the twilight that i have mentioned before...

Tonight,
It looks so peaceful..
After the peacefull moment...
the sky slowly being overlap by a big blue cloths..
then the cloths slowly turn into darker colour..
slowly it became totally black...

The night...
So mysterious, so exciting...
There are much more things happenning in the dark...
But most of us are deeply asleep...
We dreamt of every kinds of things...
Every thing is possible in a dream..
It is your dream and u hold the key to controling it..
You could even breath in deep sea for long time...

Tonight,
Is the last night..
Slowly,
I saw a thing,
slowly making it's way out of it's hiding place..
What could possible be out that late?
Oh! silly me!
It's only the tender moon..
The moon cast a lonely glow on my pale skin..
I did not on the lights in the living room,
I decided to save our mother earth..
and I decided to let the moonlight shine in to the living room..
it's late at night..
so no one is around...
my company-the moon

The moon feels like the gentle mother..
A mother that is always there for anyone..
the moon is like the light you hold in your bare hands..
the only light that u have..
eventhough it is not enough for us to see the whole world,
but it really is enough for us atnight..
a little is better than nothing..

Slowly...
Mother Moon has companies..
they are the twinkling stars..
feels like her children..

that
The stars are like your best freinds..
best freind as in those that does not abandone you.
best freind as in those that helps you when you need them,
while you need help, they are there for you.
that's what called best freinds..
Best freind like you for who you are, not for your things you have..

When someone tell you, you are their best freind.
make sure they mean it..
it doesn't mean that you say just for the sake of saying..
If you tell someone that they are your best freind,
say it from the bottom of your heart..

Some people doesn't express themselve in words,
some express in action.
that's a better way.
Words will just float trough the air and it will vanish..
But an action, you will always remember..
Don't say that you could remember how your boyfreind kissed you,
but you couldn't even remember how your freind treated you..
Good or bad..
either way your freind chooses a tecnic to express themselve,
is still better than ignoring you,
or treating you as the air...

YOU CHOOSE YOUR OWN FREINDS...
YOU HAVE THE RIGHTS..

Confession to my crush

Oh my gosh!!!
I just can't beleive that i just told my crush i like him....
well atleast that doesn't bother me anymore..
it's been a long time..
well i kinda forgot that,
until i saw him on msn.
i don't know why in the first place that i would even chat to him.

He's like a dork.
But not all dorks are active.
He's quite active in lot's of activities.
But other then that,
he's quite childish.
Not to say that.

He's also quite funny.
He makes lot's of people laugh.
He doesn't care what a jerk he has made out of himself.
He said as long as people are happy he doesn't mind.
Oh~how cute..

Well, consider as i'm clever.
Not to say i'm smart in studies..
I'm clever in making evil plan.
Those plans that trick people or juz for fun,
no use in studies..

Why do I say that i was clever..
because, luckly i never told him before holiday.
or he would surely freak out..
Then the whole damn school will know in just 2 days.
Damn it.

But who cares
because no one whould believe.
i'm glad that no one would believe or i would so be in trouble.

Well there's just something i don't understand.
Why would someone that has girldfren wants the whole world to know?
Example like you publish in the-now-most-popular Facebook.
and they would write -in a relaitionship withXXX..
well just keep it to yourself...

Sheesh!!
does everyone need to know..
they let everyone know
because are they afriad that some bitch will come and their girl/boyfren will dissapear.
Well that's sad. ofcourse...
find that's all i could write..

Unamed

Kinda nothing to do.
My holidays are pretty good,
except for the part where my mom wants me to do some revision
but that is still acceptable.
so i'm kinda enjoying my holiday.
coz i'm in singapore where,
it's safe to walk around by my own.

So mom's not quite worried.
Even though she said that she would rather bring me to office.
Well, todays not quite a bad day.

Later I would be going out to Orchard Road again.
But this time not for shopping. or mayb.
but i would go out and meet a fren.
she's a close fren of mine.
we knew each other since like we were born.
We were so closed together.
it's been a long time since i met her.

ok, it's been a long time since i wrote.
so tata again.

Movie Mania

I love watching movie.
Movies could do lot's of things.
Movie's could be fun,
for relaxing,
for killing time when u are bored.
Movies are like magic,
it can control your emotions.
When it comes to the excited part,
where someones being haunt or the vampire is finghting with a pack of werewolf.
Whoa it's so cool.
But when you watch movie with different people u get different feelings.

I love to watch movie with my frens and familly.
I like to hang out with my frens.
We talk silly things.
Share sweet gossip.
Talk about each others life.
We are all the same.
But eccept for my grades are not as good as them.

Maybe like my mom said:" u did not do your best. and that's why ur results are like this."
Well another of my mom's famous sentence is:" your best is not until here, it could be better."
I trust my mom.
but sometimes they juz dun know what I'm thinking.
I have my own plan.
My own time table.
But most of the time,
they say i was juz wasting my time.
and they say:" maybe we your father and I shuld ship u off to a boarding school in England."
That's what they say everytime,
when they see me infront of the computer or the TV.
But they juz don't understand.
That's my free time.
My time for relaxing.
My dad always tells me to go out and do some excersice.
But,
OK that's enough.
I could go on and on about my parents.
but not today.
Maybe tomorrow.

Today I went to watch a movie.
The Twilight Saga New Moon.
It's ok.
I think that Edwards Cullens too white.
I mean vampires are not that white.
Not even when they have not enough blood.
Thats crazy.
In the olden days,
vampire can't appear on a picture.
That's even crazier.
Well after all,
It's juz a movie.
And I can't say that
vampires don't exist.

When i go back,
I would want to hang out with my frens sometimes.
if they have time for me.

Boring

The whole day in the room.
Today I decided to sleep rather then waking up early in the morning.
It's quite hot here,
so I decided to stay in the room again.
And now I boring my self to death.
KILLING ME SOFTLY WITH THE COMPUTER.

It's only two days.
2 days,
This two days i've been facing the computer every hour.
And  today I'm starting to get bored.....

I can't go out and I can't face the computer.
What should I do?
Fine,
It's trully boring here.

Damn it I hope there's some thing I could do.

Here's starting to rain.
Juz like I wish for.
Atleast something I could do.

Oh!
Why not I juz go down to the lobby?
And see if there's any cute guy...
then I would not be bored till death...

HAHAHAHA
BRILLIANT IDEA.

Early In The Morning

Today morning was beautiful.
I'm staying in 30th floor.
It was the highest of this building.
I looked out from the window and
felt some breeze blowing in to the room,
instantly I felt so cooling.

I saw a layer of mist covering up the whole forest.
The forest looks just like it is below me and i'm standing on it.
There was a layer of mist on top of the trees.
And there wer also some in between the trees.
The mist looks just like their mom.
Protecting them from the cold night.
but the mist won't be there for long.
After the air becomes hotter the mist will have to leave.
and the trees will be on their own.
We can't depends on people every day.
It's best to depends on your own.


I was watching as the first ray of the sunlight shone through my window.
The first ray of the sunlight shone in my face.
My face felt warm.
and I look like being splashed by a bucket of gold paint.
my whole face was shinning and glittering.
And instantly my whole room lit up.
Like it was on fire.


Light,
It was every where in my room.
I did not on the light.
Because the sunlight showed me the way around the room.
Just like some one guiding my way throught out my whole life.

And every day all I want is
my freinds and family have a peacefull day.
and hope everyday they are in their top performance.

Sweet Dreamz

It's 12:34 am,
and I can't sleep.
All I want is juz a dream.
If I could have a sweet dream that would even be better.

I JUST HOPE THAT NEXT YEAR WE WILL STILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS.
OR ATLEAST I HOPE OUR FRENSHIP REMAINS THE SAME.
I LOVE THE 8 OF US.
AND D 8 OF US WITH DIFFERENT KIND OF CHARECTER,
IT MAKES OUR GROUP EVEN.
AND SOMETIMES WE WILL MAKE FUN OF CASSANDRA.
poor cassandra
BUT I HOPE VERY MUCH THAT WE WILL STAY IN THE SAME CLASS.
I'M JUZ SCARED THAT I END UP DIFFERENT CLASS.
BECAUSE IN ALL OF OUR GROUP,
I KNOW THAT I'M THE DUMBEST OF ALL.

WHY DID I THINK LIKE THAT?
1ST MY RESULT.
AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS OK.
I COULD STILL STUDY.
BUT THEN I WENT TO MY MIRROR AND ASK
:" MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL WHO'S THE DUMBEST OF US ALL?"
THE MIRROR :" I WON'T WANT TO TELL U, MISS."
ME :"WHY?"
THE MIRROR :" IF I TELL U, I WOULD JUZ END UP IN THE DUST BIN. OR BE SMASHED IN THOUSANDS OF PEACES."
ME :" WELL, IF U SAY LIKE THAT I KNOW THE ANSWER."
AND BY THAT WHO ELSE COULD IT BE?
THAT MUST BE ME...
FINE!!
I MUST FACE THE TRUTH.
I WOULD NOT CHICKEN OUT.

ANYWAY FOR NOW I RATHER HAD A DREAM ABOUT HEADLESS GHOST CHASSING ME,
RATHER THAN MY CRUSH GOING OUT WITH MY ENEMY.
TO ME DREAM ABOUT THE HEADLESS GHOST CHASSING ME IS BETTER.

IT'S 12:54 AM NOW AND I'M KINDA BUSSY CHATTING WITH YING YING.
SHE'S ONE OF OUR GROUP.
WE 2 NUTS ARE STILL WIDE AWAKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
WELL THAT'S MY KIND.
I STAY UP LATE IN THE NIGHT,
AND GO TO BED WHEN THE SUN RISES.

I DEMAND FOR A SWEET DREAM.
TO ME SWEET DREAMS MUST BE ACCORDING TO WHAT I WANT.
AND THAT'S CONSIDER A SWEET DREAMS.
SWEET DREAMS ARE WHEN THE WORLD GOES AROUND YOU.
AND YOU GET WHAT U WANT.

BYE FOR NOW.

Do Not Trust Anyone

Today I just don't think that lot's of people could be trusted.
I ask a bus driver :" Excuse me does this bus stop at Jurong East interchange?"
The bus driver answered :" Ya, ya."
So I went up the bus.
And to my surprise!
he didn't!!!
He went straight forward and didn't even stop.
And i need to stop on 1 of the bus stop and waited for whole 30 minutes,
then the other bus arrived.

Other than that, it's still ok.
Today we went to City Square.
Not a big shopping centre,
but it's new.
And the shops are not fully open yet.

When we reached there, 
we went to a restaurant name Street.
We had our lunch there and continue walking.
We walk not far to another shopping mall.
that's older than City Square Shopping Centre,
and it sells all type of things.
And when I say all types I really mean it.
It sells jewelry to clothes and it also sells kitchen ware,
it even sells books, magazines and all sorts of things.
Whatever you can think of.
This very special shopping mall is called Mustafa.
And it opens 24 hours.

By the name you could half guess that it's full of indians.
there's some kind of smell, the smell of flower.
The smell is very strong.
And even though it sells lot's of things,
it's quite cramp in there.
The walk way just fits in nicely for one person to walk.

It's 2:17 am now and I'm going to sleep.

Singapore day 1 (night)

We went to Orchard Road..
We went there to see the decorations for Christmas..
The lightings are beautiful.
Marvelous!
The whole street was fill with colourful lights.
There were lights of red,blue,white,green and so many more.
It was lite up by so many lights that it looks like it was on fire.
It was a beautiful sight to see.

We went out of the house at about 11:30am.
We took bus 920 to the interchange and change to bus 190 to
Orchard Road.
When we reached there it was luch time,
that's why each and every shopping complex are fill with people.
And to day is Singapore's public holiday
and that makes it more people.
We went to Lu Gang Xiao Zhen
to have lunch.

Then we hang around along Orchard Road..
untill 5:30pm,then we only went to TCC
to have our high tea.
We sat there and watch the sun set
and the lights up.
It was wonderful.
Looks so magical,
especially when it is during the twilight time.

Twilight, was when the last ray of the sunlight goes down to the horizon.
You can see the sky changes from light blue to pink and the mixture of light purple.
Twilight is the most magical moment in the day.
The hardest time to catch.
Once u miss it, u will have to wait till tomorrow.
The most romantic time of the day.
I love every day..

Singapore day 1

This morning woke up at 10:30pm.
Took a hot bath and get ready for going to Orchard Road.
We're going to Orchard Road for lunch and most important of all for SHOPPING
I love to go Shopping..
I think most of the girls loves to go shopping...

bye bye going of now...
write tonight again..

Holidayz

It's holiday..
I felt like my holiday has just only started.
Yesterday 9:30pm flight from MY(malaysia) to SG(singapore).
reach at Singapore Changi Airport about 10:17pm.
Reach home bout 12:41am.
And I have not sleep since this morning( 10:30am).
I woke up late this morning, well it's ok.
It's holiday..so it means no school..
and it also means FREEDOM.

Well I hope to have a wonderful holiday in SG.

Some people may hate Holiday,
and I don't know.
Do u like holidays?
Well that's for me to guess and urslef to know.
But I love it..!!
Well Happy Holiday to everyone!!!
Holidays does not last forever!!!

Damn This n That

This morning I woke up late,
and this evening I'll have to leave Malaysia.
Well we went to LCCT.(Low Cost Carrier Terminal)
We went on AK 0717 2125hr.

When we're on the flight,
I sat on the window seat beside my father.
And there was this little boy,
I don't know std. 2 consider as little boy or not.
Anyway he was quite sociable in a nice way,
but i like it to be in a not nice way.
so i would say it as irritating, busybody and an anoyying little kid.
He could speak a little mandarin.
So?
If a boy that clever he should learn how to
mind his own business..
But he was a indian.
He talk all through the fligh from Malaysia to Singapore..
he was starting to bug me,
but luckily we reach at Singapore Changi Airport.
I quickly took my bag and left the flight as far as possible.
Before u go saying I'm a bad daughter for throwing my father behind,
I should make myself crystal clear.
All through the flight my father didn't even notice that I was seating beside him.
He was so busy talking to that new 'friend' he met.
And what's worst?
My dad even said that his mandarin was better then mine.
But trust me, after you heard him talk, you would thinnk that my dad was wrong.
Even though my english is not good, but it's also not bad, it's still ok to me.
But come on, I study in a chinese primary school and a chinese secondary school.
How could his mandarin be better then mine?!
Come to think of it, my father could sometimes be a little unfair.
He's just a little boy but my dad thinks he's an idol.

What a dumb thing.
Parents are not always right.
Parents doess not always choose the right things.

Juz 6 Hours

Last night I slept at 3:30 am.
and this morning I juz woke up at 9:30..
I can't sleep,
but i dun know why...

I told my mom:" Mom I can't sleep..What can I do?"
my mom answered:" It's holiday, I don't mind u staying up late."
What that's my mom's answer?
i couldn't believe it...

Anyway, tomorrow I will go hang out with some of my freinds...
and ofcourse my secret crush will go too..
That's why I will go.
Well tomorrow need to have a great time,
we will go to watch a movie.
I think the name of the movie is Planet 51...

I dun know weather it will work out or not.
But it's a chance to hang out with some of my old friends..
maybe next year we will not be in the same class,
some will be in the secong class,
or some will be in the second class.
So better appreciate the time we have.

SLEEP WELL

MORNING or MIDNIGHT

I dun know bout u guys,
but i dun think our school is cool.
because there are lot's of unnecesary restrictions.
it's useless to me..
and i dun think other students approve it.

Even though our school have lot's of facillities
but the headmaster so old fassion...
Hello!!we are in the 21st century not the 80s..
OMG!!!

i'm starting to think that i'm not that good...
in some other ways..
Why can't the world go aroung me?
that's what i'd like..
and that's great....
if those were real....

I DUN FEEL LIKE WRITING TILL LATER.
it's 3 in the morning

@#^%&$#*^!

Dang that car....
Juz now we went out to Jusco with my family and guess what?
The car went dead!
But luckily it was inside the shopping centre and not by the roadside...
Well thank god for that...

Anyway besides the car my day was still pretty lousy.
First I got stuck with my deaf aunty...
it's pretty hard to comunicate with her...
and my grandma..she thinks that my aunty is still a little baby..

We left the houses at about 1 something.
Reach Jusco at 2 something.
Went to watch a movie named- The Christmas Carol.
The movie was quite short.
We watch the 5:40 show..

The show was mainly about a miser name Ebenezer Scrooge, played by Jim Carrey,
was being haunted by three spirits -The Spirit of Christmas Past, The Spirit of Christmas Present and The Spirit of Christmas Yet-to-come....
you wouldn't believe it these 3 spirits are played by the same person..
It is Jim Carrey.
His good..
The show had a happy ending...

There are some new show that I would like to watch this holiday,
like- Planet 51, 2012, Cloudy With A Chance of Meatball (I think that's a stupid name), Ninja Assasin...
There are so much more...

And today I chat with 'him'.
He looks like Spock.
Well Spock is one of the actor in Star Trek played by Zachary Quinto..
Spock's hair cut is weird and his eyebrows go up not down....
that's weird to me...
but his kinda cute(in my way)
his quite cool(in my way)
but not very cool, his answer are always short.
Really short ex: ? or !
something like that..
If you're talking to him he would just give you those kind of expressions.
but i like it...
it's kinda weird..
coz myself loves talking and I could talk whole day with my freinds...

Anyway it's midnight now i can't sleep,
and i know why...
Half of the reason is I'm thinking of him.
The other half is that I ate a Coffee Creme Brulee for dessert...
and that's why i'm still here wide awake with the computer....

I WILL CHERISH MY EVERY HOUR, EVERYDAY, AS LONG AS I LIVE

HOLIDAY

Today is the 1st day of holiday,

and I'm kinda enjoying it.

This morning I'm suppose to go to my frens house,

but then i can't make it.

So I kinda feel sorry for them.....

Today even though it's the first day of school holiday,

I'm starting to think of someone....

and my head is throbbing...

I can't stop thinking of you.....

Even though I dun know you like me or not,

but I don't think that i could forget you,

Even though you like someone,

but as I say, I won't forget you....

I WILL ENJOY MY HOLIDAY

What a day

So let me juz introduce myself.

i'm a cheerful gal that goes to school like everyone does

and i have frens.

ofcourse, i do take study seriously.

But honestly, i'm not that good in studies. 

No matter how hard i try i'll juz be the normal one.

I don't have any brothers or sister either.

I'm the only child in my family.

Enough.

Even though I juz started writing I still felt like i wrote before.

I dun know why, but it's ok.

Today was the last day of school,

I felt tired....

I didn't know why i went to school,cause my mom did not went to take my report card.

Or maybe because I missed my classmate or so that's why i went back to school.

Or not really classmate.

Whatever, anyway it's the last day of school i should be in a very good mood.

As I say I am a cheerful girl.

I'm active,

But today i juz feel not quite right.

I don't wish to talk to anyone.

But mostly people don't understand how you feel, 

and they'll juz keep on talkin and talkin and talkin....

blah blah blah.......

I feel lot more better talking to the computer.

Oh I know why I'm in a bad mood.

well juz now i said i take studies serouisly,

and even for that matter,

i still love to look out for any boys.

Thats normal anyway...

But mainly, in our school there are not many thats cute..

But, I think I'm too choosy.

I don't know I had crush on how many...

And a few months ago I had crush on someone, that i don't really know....

but that got over me too quickly before u even got to say his name....

well that's fine with me...

ANYWAY JUZ FOCUS,

IT'S HOLIDAY NOW U SHOULD BE HAVING FUN!!!