Love on the tombstone

Oh~
this is a wonderful song~
I heard this song yesterday when I took Damon to a nicest pub in KL~
the pianist was playing this song~
that pianist is very talented~
well~
i also did when up to stage to perform a song for Damon~
anyway~
I didn't know that Damon plays the piano too~
awh~~
how sweet~
he played a song for me~
it was a gorgeous song~
he was a musical genius~
he wrote that song on that instant~
it sounded like a song to me~
but he said that he would fix it and be more like a song and give it to me~
as a present~


THAT IS DEADLY SWEET~

1 MONTH

well~
it has been a month ~
and come to think of it~
i haven't tell mom and dad i'm going to Korea with Damon~
speaking of mom and dad~
where have they gone?
a whole month~
and i didn't see them~

anyway~
mom~and dad~
if you are viewing my blog~
i am going to tell u~
i am going to Korea with Damon~
this thursday~
and i'll be back this year end~
after Korea i might follow Damon to Germany~
then i'll be back by myself~

another thing is~
i don't know that we are going to come back or not~
cause i might die in Korea since they're having a war~

then~
this holiday seems to be going faster than i tought~

today i brought Damon and his family to Times Square and KLCC and Twin Tower~
i am thinking of bringing them to Cameron or Genting tomorow maybe~
then after that i might bring them to Putra Jaya or A'famosa~
hope that his mom likes what i planed~

may his mom like me~

night

Holiday~
well
this holiday i have a new sleeping time~
i have already sworn~
that i am going to sleep 2 days once~
well tonight I can't sleep because I have to go to KLIA~
Damon and his families are here~

Got them the best hotels in KL~
and even called a driver for them so that they can go anywhere~
got a driver~
got 3 cars for them~
very good~
i think that his mom will deffinitly like me~~

so~
normal people has 24 hours a day~
but to me ~
it is 48 hours a day~
because as i said ~
i'm gonna sleep every 48 hours~
that means i have extra hours~
well that also means my holidays are shorter~

i heard my friends saying that they are bored to death~
and some even said that she could see herself after holiday--getting fatter~
haha~
well that ~ i think is ridiculous~

luckly i got a partner to company me~
well Damon is going to korea with me~
instead of myself~

ok~
i think that i should be going to the airport now~~

Malaysia

wow~
back to malaysia~
just came home~

home sweet home~

i'm booking ticket for mom new year~
but the internet is experiencing some stupid congestion!!
so angry~
i can't wait anymore!
i'm exhausted~

my cousin also followed me back~
and her boyfriend~

well Damon and his family are comming over tomorow~
so~
i guess i'll be going to the airport again~
well~
i'll be going to korea with Damon soon~
hope to have fun their!

=]

Another perfect day

Well this afternoon after class~

he came to pick me up~ as ussual~

we went to a restaurant to have lunch~

but after that~

he took me for wine testing~

tasting some of the oldest wine around here~

and he bought me an early christmas gift~

guess what~

he said that iphone was from him~

ipad was from his family~

ofcourse i was happy till death~

and he even send my ring to carved his name in it~

and his ring with my name on it~

well~

i told him that the ring is a gift from mom~

so it was untouchable~

it was priceless to me~!

i tought he would be mad~

but~

to my surprise~

he bought me another ring~

well~
i was fine by that ofcourse~

now i have 2 rings~

2 are also from the people that care bout me!

I'm so lucky ~

i found you~

I'm stunned

True~

well it is the middle of the night~

and i just came home from my DATE~

well we went to a river side and see the boats pass by~

in the evening we went to see the movie named- Megamind

then after the movie about 8 something ~

he took me to my ussual restaurant TCC~

this shop has good desserts and good coffee~

after that~

we went shopping at Orchard road~

he even accompanied me to look at the school i'm going~

well this school sounded tough to me~

but he told me it was a piece of cake~

i think i believe it~

later we went walking down Orchard road~

they have started to decorate for Christmas~

the lightings are nice~

blue~
purple~

white~

and even gold christmas tree~

i'm so happy i found him~

but i'm anxious~

i'm having luch with him and his family tomorow~

2

这是继续的~

第二天早上七早八早我们就起来咯~

因为我们打算看日出~

我跟他讲我没有看过日出~

然后他算一算就讲今早五点起身就可以看到~

很好~ 

终于可以看日出了~

准备得真好~ 

我去沙滩上meet他

他还有带草席~

坐在那边等的时候就跟他聊天咯~

不错~

很美~

原来日出很美的~

有时间才upload 照片~

然后就去游泳池边吃早餐

不错~

它的omelet 很有水准~

不怪得是5 star~ 

第一次~

然后就等到下午咯~

他教我冲浪~

我学不好~

为生么？

因为那边浪太小~

 然后~

我们去玩motor boat~

那时他自己的~

但是他叫一个工作人员驾~

他和我在后面抓着一个绳子没有在船上~

很好玩~

他教我玩很多种海上的游戏~

不错~

私奔

哈哈~

也不是什么私奔啦~

就是星期五那天~ 

我跟我刚认识的朋友（之前的blog有提过）做了last minute 的安排~

他讲带我去一个岛靠近singapore那个岛就是Bintan Island~

我想了~

本来是不要去的~

但是~

他讲到很好玩酱~

所以~

我就去咯~

我们星期五晚上坐ferry 过去~

大概一个小时~ 

但是那边是慢马来西亚一个小时的~

然后晚上8点多到那边~

冲好凉后~

他请我吃那边的一个餐厅 Signature Restaurant 

那个餐厅有得一边看海一边享用晚餐~ 

然后~

我们去沙滩上漫步~

也几浪漫一下的~

走了不知道几久~

被海浪冲过几次~

我们找到适合坐下的地方~

我们坐在那里看月亮~
星期五那晚~

应该是农历13

所以~

月亮特别圆~

C.U.T.E

YES!!!!

I DID IT!!!

COOL!!!!

alright~

i'm gonna say what happen~

ofcourse~

and I'm gonna repeat~

I'M COOL!!!!!

YEAH!!

ok~

i'm starting to freak out!

but i'm happy!

so happy!

this morning I went out as ussual~

but~

guess what I saw?

a cute guy~

well~

i'm crazy now~ 

i spend the whole day with him~

he drove me to the seaside~

and we ate a corndog~

shared~

ofcourse~

well i hope tomorrow is going to be better~

this guy has a crazy accent~

this makes him cuter~

COOL!!!

游戏试玩

星期日那天~

家长日过后~

学长团就需要回来学校~

因为要试一试看八独中的游戏可以玩的吗~

第一天的游戏就~

有一点幼子啦~

不过我们那一组还是赢了~

虽然我们赢了~

但是很厉害的A组~就讲到自己输不是问题~

不错~

还可以狡辩~

晚上~

就不用讲咯~

蚊子又一大堆~

真的是不懂怎样睡~

本来腊肠睡另一边的~

哪里知道她跑过来挤在我的床~

我的床就变成3个人睡咯~

我，腊肠妹，忍者晚上睡不着~

就高谈阔论~

讲中学~

讲小学~

讲未来~

讲父母~

讲了很多~~

我们觉得很多蚊子~

但是跟我们同房的朋友就睡得很熟~

晚上的事~

我就跳过跳过跳过~

因为太黄了~

然后5点多~

我们就‘醒’来了~

其实~

我们整个晚上都没睡~

真的是~

那天整天很累~

A组的人说~

今天的游戏他们赢定了~

因为看我们全部倒在地上~

我们没有理他们~

无聊到死~

但是~

我们当然也是赢了咯~

废话~

开心，伤心傻傻分布清楚。

其实，这个我很久以前（星期六）就要写的~
只是，那天有事做，回来的时候迟了，又不能上网了咯~
然后，星期日又去家长日过后还有八独中游戏彩排~
所以，我就拖到今天才写~

就~星期六那天~
早上来到就去帮学长做东西咯~（好心过度）
然后很可怜一些人，要在体育馆里面挤~
还好我跟另一个学长换班~
不然我也是其中一个在体育馆喊热的人~
我就跟初一的进讲堂~
里面真的是很凉~
然后，我们好像看世界杯那样看live~
很过瘾~
开始的时候~ 是有精神的~一直在那边巡~
过了一阵子就很累了~懒惰走~

毕业典礼的时候~
我还希望可以看到高三的人抱在一起哭成一团~~
哪里知道换成老师训话~
超级不爽~
下到楼下的时候
看到你们高三的人在拼命签名在衣服上面~
有些拍照~
有些签名~
有些找老师~

不知道为什么~
突然，有一点不想你们高三的人走~
会觉得怪怪的~
没有你们这群高三的捣乱，是有一点奇怪~
平时站岗都是你们来乱的~

然后，开心的是~
可以在戏剧的元老衣服上留下签名~
还有，我是有点吓到~
你会找我签名~
是很开心的是~
你女朋友的衣也有我的签名~~

超开心地~~~

镜子里面的，不是我

怪怪地~
很像看到鬼似的~
但是，是年轻的鬼~
真的不可相信~
镜子里面的100%不是我！！
怎么可能？？
好像看到以前的样子
但是
以前没有化妆啦~
真的是看到鬼~
然后~
在舞台上的也不是我~

虽然过了两天酱
但是小品好像是昨天
成为历史人物的一分子
高兴~

当然~
今天还是要讲一下你们~
我的生活总少不了你们的~
我想问
我做错了什么吗？
是我的问题吗？
我都跟你解释了那时是误会~
你也讲你不是生气那件事~
我不知道你只是‘得个讲字’还是什么的

因为你们每次讲:
你们很难被了解~
而且
你们出去都好像不想要我出酱~
问了全部人
因为不够人所以才来问我啦~
我不知道你只是‘得个讲字’还是什么的
因为你们每次讲:
你们很难被了解~
有什么你们可以讲出来~
虽然你的patern是这样~
但是你白明就是很不爽我~
算了~
我已经很尽力了~
真的很没有安全感
有时走在你们后面
你都可以在我前面讲我这个那个的
就在我一转过身来
你就开始讲这个那个
然后另一个就很配合地笑了

是的！
就是你们！
不用再以为是别人的不是我~
不用再以为是不是我~

you are the reason why

I don't wanna make a scene,
I don't wanna let you down,
trying to do my own thing
and I'm starting to figure it out

That it is alright,
keep it together wherever we go.
That it is alright,
Oh well whatever
Everybody needs to know.

You might be crazy
have I told you lately
That I love you
You are the only reason
that's why I'm not afraid to Fly
and it's crazy,
how someone can change me
and no matter what it is I have to do
I'm not afraid to try.
and you need to know
you are the reason why..

I don't even care when they say you are a lil bit off
Look at me in the eyes
I can never get enough

You might be crazy

have I told you lately
That I love you
You are the only reason
that's why I'm not afraid to Fly
and it's crazy,
how someone can change me
and no matter what it is I have to do
I'm not afraid to try.
and you need to know
you are the reason why..


If it was raining, you would yell at the sun.
Pick up the pieces when the damage is done
You said it was just another day in the shade
look at what a mess we made

you might be crazy
have i told you lately
that I love you
and you are the only reason
that's why I'm not afraid to fly
and it's crazy,
how someone can change me
and no matter what it is I have to do
I'm not afraid to try
and you need to know the reasons WHY...

太迟了~

今天很开心，
废话
不知道做什么kakak今天煮饭
但是
今天就只是kakak陪我吃晚餐
老豆不知道为什么还没回来。。

然后今天一样
还是下课过后出来排戏

真的迟了
向说一声对不起
但是没有正面对着你说
aunty真的对不起
让你久等了
还好你还没跑掉
真的是一个好aunty。

真的迟了
向对妈咪说一声抱歉
把你的甜甜圈弄成咸菜
哈哈，真的是pai seh。。

真的迟了
反正我已经求你原谅两次了
你都不理我
我跟你说那天的对话根本门没有提到你
在fb chat 到一半你就offline，
我不知道是line有问题
还是你故意的
但是我觉得是line的问题
所以
我写了一些东西在你pencil box 的某角落
我猜你没有看到
就算了

真的迟了
忘了订票
你又只能来晚上的
所以你没有来

真的迟了
其实早就该跟你讲这件事的
但是。。
那已经是曾经了
你应该是没兴趣知道的
我知道一路以来
你都觉得我再讲骗话
你都以为我是一个烂作家，偏这种烂故事。
你都觉得我很无聊

好，我知道了
你觉得我是个骗子
所以我会自动离开你。
我这次醒目了，
上次还是blur的，
但是我从错误中学习。