newly~

this year i tried started out fresh!!
and i did it~
some guy i saw last year~
but~
i didn't really know him started talkin 2 me~
it was weird~
well not that he broke the ice~
i started asking him like what's the date and stuff~
he was startled at first~
but he came over it~
he is quite cool~
that is why i don't mind talking to them or him~
i can see that he is some how not the same~
he usually day dreams ~
but he seems smart~
he treats me well~
cheats in exams too~
i mean he helps me to cheat~
although i still see that his ex still flirts with him~
but~
i have no right to be angry or mad at all~
cause we're not official neither a start~
i just hopes that he doesnt freaks out~
after he finds out~
most guys freak out when they found out~
and starts to avoid you~
and act like you're a weirdo~
and stuff~ i think he won't!!

this is just a real random thoughts~~ you could ignore if you don't have the time to read~

my life

looking at the title it is already boring!!!!
who in the world would wanna know your life?
but if you're reading this line~
i thank you for reading on~

anyway~
few days ago while i was having a pop quiz~
it was quite windy that day~
and the leaves were ruslting~
it made me quite nervous~
for a moment~
i felt that even the leaves are mocking me!!!
they were like soft whispering sound~
how could they?
after that~
it started raining~
big blobs of tear shaped water came down~
well~
that totally wrecked my confidence!!
cause it looks just like god crying!
is god feeling sorry for me?
yeeah~
i thought so~

after that really ghostly pop quiz~
came another math test~
the whole day of my life~
tests after tests!!

well enough of those negativity~
this saturday~
i'm going to watch a stage show~
in a real teather, i hope.
anxious!!  can't wait for it!!

it has been too long

2 more days,
and the big heart shape is everywhere
but,
you are at no where to be seen!
where the hell have you been?
just like my blog-- forgotten?
at least i came back
not like you.
you left me when i was at my happiest time.

anyway~
just to let you know,
i'm having a big Single's party.
and thank you for leaving me.

besides that...
to anyone who's reading my blog...
my birthday is coming soon...
no big..
just wanna let da whole world know!!
so i'f who's birthday is also on the 18th of MARCH~
u r welcome to leave a comment~

raining heavily outside~
hope to catch a good night sleep after a tired day!!
good nite to those early birds~
and a good morning to those night kids~