消失的灵魂

不是你们的错，

我也不打算怪你们，

你们也不需要怪自己。。

完完全全是我自己的问题。

是我自己不要了解你们

是我自己不要跟你们太近

我看过他们的结局，

我不想要有同样的。

我在猜现在这，

结局应该也是一样的。

你伤过一个，

他会吸取教训了，

他不会再这么笨了。

我不是不关心，

只是觉得不是我应该关心的范围内。。

你喜欢怎样就怎样吧。。

以前我要你躲开的人

你可以不需要躲了~~

我把自由还给你。。。

我真的很快就要消失了。。

我想看看没有我的世界。。

应该不是很大的问题。。。

反而更和平。。

我只是想看我到底有多重要。。

反正你已经有你的人选。。

其实，有时候对的人就在眼前，

可是我看不到。

有时我知道那是对的人，

可是我偏要走远路，偏要去撞墙，偏要去试看痛苦的方法。

当你是那个对的人，

你会觉得我很笨。

可是当你是我，

你根本不会了解我为什么要这样做。

我并不难了解。。

因为我自己也不了解。。。

how r you doin?

hey~

is it just me?

because when my crush says hi to me, 

i'll be feeling like in heaven or having a really good chocolate bar!!

i'll be happy for the rest of the day!

i'll be nice to people too!!

it is really a miracle!

but unfortunately,

most of us can't get what we want.

well,

but sometimes,

we can't go blind chasing something that doesn't love us.

and we neglect the things or person who loves us.

but you know,

girls always have to choose the harder way.

but I also know that some girls are actually kind enough to not break people's heart.

unless if you are a bitch or that guy is harassing you.

otherwise, no one's heart should be broken.

i'm in pain right now,

i know i really shouldn't break anyone's heart.

but i'm torn apart between you 2!

i like one and another one likes me.

i'm not saying i don't like you,

but remember how it ended last time..

i'm really happy i can see you now...

but you see what happens to us now?

i wish i could still talk to you like in the old days.

the times we were having so much fun,

the times we were messing around,

just fun all the time!

can somebody tell me what has happened to us?

please come back, i just wanna say i missed the old days....