misunderstood

there comes a time when everything goes very very wrong.
and nothing you do seem to fix them...
whatever you say just doesn't make things right.
people you know will just turn their back towards you.
it's like the dark clouds are following you forever ..
and you are stuck in the world of bad luck..
all the choices you make doesn't seem right at all..
well if you are going through those things...
you should just hang tight, hold on to a hand rail...
cause it's just a roller coaster going up hill....
when you look back you'll see that it's the fun part of your life...

i know i make bad choices and bad decision.
but i don't regret things..like not right after i do it...
takes awhile to let it sink in then i'll say i won't regret it....
but you know...
since no one from the future came back to stop me...
so how bad could it be....

well everyone has a dream...
i dreamed of being a movie star and a singer...
but well i don't think it's coming true....
because i'm afraid to leave my comfort zone...
i'm just waiting for someone to realize that i could be an actress....
but well....guess i'm gonna forget bout it....
after all they say follow your dreams....
but dreams only appear when you fall asleep....

i hope that the choices i make will not destroy mankind..
or even put the earth in danger....
or else i'll be the villain...
anyway,
to those who are reading...
good luck in your life...
don't regret anything....
unless you married the wrong person...
then you should regret about it...
and then get a divorce... as soon as possible....

not so into it

well,
looks like everyone is starting to abandon facebook....
and the new checking your facebook everyday is now NOT checking your facebook everyday...
i don't know watsup with everybody...
but i feel like everyone's busy....
busy with their life...
while i'm happily on my holiday....
free and easy.....
with people i love and place i like.....
now everyday i'm just playing by the seaside....
i've used about 2 bottles of sunscreen..
i hope i don't get sun burned like last time....
well....
again....
everyone's like not touching the internet or just trying to get away from me....
but just so you know....
i'll soon disappear from beside you....
i won't be there everyday to provide you with sarcasm and hate...
so....
yeah..
i hope that when i'm gone you will remember me....
i want you all to be happy, but at the same time remember me....
i don't want y'all to be sad but just remember me.....
i hope people remember me as the ever loving, kind and sophisticated girl...
that i'm not....
but whatever it is.. just remember me... use your own way...
cause you'll never know when you will need my help,
or when will i need your help....