i have never thought that i would be torn between this sort of shit storm.
not all the girls can have a guy playing guitar and singing for her.
well i got it, and i didnt even ask for it. i thought i never wanted it.
but when you get it, the feel is different.
i will not fall for this shit again.
everything changes when you are together.
he stops giving a shit, not appreciating and understanding.
you start to wonder what happen and start to question each move.
like nothing matters anymore, you are not the interest any more.
you are gonna be stupid if you think that you will be the one crying your eyes out when you loose him.
when in actual fact he doesn't even give a shit.
to tell you the truth, it seems like we are a better match.
do you know that feeling?
when you go to an event and people think you are just somebody.
but in actual fact you are not, you are a Somebody.
so you were talking and mingling around, then that big shot came and talk to you in a caring way.
so you get that curious look. like who the hell is this girl? and why did the big shot was so caring to her.
well, that is the feeling not everyone can get, and even get a personal performance before the show.'
how many girls can have that.
to think about it. among all the guys. they did a lot more than what you ever did.
its good to have someone in the same interest. you'll never understand.
