i don't like talking to you

I don't like talking to you,

because you never say anything cool,

you want a big breakthrough,

but you only see from one point of view.

that's why you will be like Napoleon in the Battle of Waterloo.

i don't wanna talk to you,

cause your face makes me wanna puke.

the slightest glimpse of your hideous face,

will make me wanna slam it in a bookcase,

that thing you call face,

belongs in the darkest deepest space.

but i have no choice but to keep the conversation going, 

so that i can keep the weed coming,

and that i can keep stoning. 

i know this sounds ridiculous,

but i'm just such meticulous,

and you will never ever be suspicious,

because you only have a brain of an Australopithecus.

The day will come,

when i hide your body in a drum,

while i'm whistling and chewing a bubble gum.

Everyone will now know that you are a scum.

After that I will say hip hip hooray and take an off day,

while waiting for you to start decay,

i'll sit back in my comfy chair and have a souffle,

a glass of Cabernet with some Cold Play,

such a weird combination, but hey,

i love it that way.

from yours truly,

Joy

if we are here for a reason what is it?

what if earth is just a cell in another creature?
and we are just the small enzymes and proteins found in the organelles.
we could be one of the organelles or we could be cell just by ourselves.
since a cell and the earth is roughly made up of 70% water.
the trees and jungles are chloroplasts, 
humans are something like energy generator or transporter, we produce energy and carry them around.
Some people will say that is crazy, there are millions of other solar system.
Well, that can be true, since we have millions of cells. 
some might have the same function but in different parts of the body,
so you might possibly find another 'Earth' in another solar system.
it might not look the same, the creatures inhabiting it might differ also.
because according to Universe Today researchers found that 50 percent of stars have a planet of Earth-size or larger in a close orbit

the solar system can be one cell by itself containing different organelles such as the planets.
or it can be an organelle itself and the Sun being the nucleus or some special pigment.
or maybe this larger creature is highly evolved with one cell with a function of two cells.
probably functioning as red blood cell and skin cell or something like that.

What if we are not the only creatures in the solar system.
i know this question has been asked thousands of times.
but what if we haven't even fully understand our own cells yet?
maybe there are smaller living things inside the ribosomes are nucleus,
questioning about life.
like why the fuck am I just going through the same thing over and over again till it dies.
or that thing having monday blues or going through some crisis.

anyway, if anybody has the same thought as i do,
i would love to have a discussion.

what's the point

there will always be comparison.

we will always make comparison.

regardless of what we are comparing and who we are comparing with.
we will compare among others,
we will compare ourselves with others.
when we find that we are above them,
most of us will be happy,
some of us will think of ways to get even higher.
when we find that we are below them,
some will think of ways to get above them,
some will just leave it as it is,
some will regret making the comparison.
when you find out that you are no better than any of them,
you will start questioning, is it your fault?
normally we will make external excuses for ourselves.
but when other people make mistakes, we will always say it is their own fault.

somethings are still best left unknown.
or else you will start questioning a lot of stuff.
sometimes nobody will be able to let you ask,
sometimes nobody knows the answer or they don't wanna answer.
sometimes you won't like the answer.

somethings are best left hidden.
to not hurt yourself or to cause unnecessary stress to yourself.
somethings are best left unanswered.
not everything has an answer.
not everything must need an answer.
not everything must show the world.
you don't have to know everything if it will cause you pain.  

Young

No matter how old you are, there's always gonna be a little kid inside of you. 
It's your choice to decide whom to show it to.
It has been a long time sitting on somebody's lap and just feeling the warmth around you. 
Feels comforting, like there's nothing in the world that will make you move.
A sense of tenderness and care will come surround you.
The long awaited peaceful state of mind has finally come 
when I'm just sitting on a comfy sofa with the person who fits the best with what you need.
When your head can find a shoulder for you to lean on 
There is a wave of relief and calmness.
Tiredness might take over but you will surrender willingly 
When you are in such a comfort zone.
It is not everyday that you can sleep in such peacefulness, mind and soul.