Saturday, April 17, 2010

写给心情不好的人 1

有一个国王,他有7个女儿,这7位美丽的国公主是国王的骄傲。她们那一头乌黑亮丽的长发远近皆知。所以国王送给她们每人100个漂亮的发家。

有一天早上,大公主醒来,一如往常地用发夹整理她的秀发,却发现少了一个发夹,于是他偷偷地到了二公主的房里,拿走了一个发夹。

而公主发现少了一个发夹,编导三公主房里拿走一个发夹;三公主发现少了一个发夹,也偷偷地拿走四公主的一个发夹;四公主如法炮制拿走了五公主的发夹; 五公主一样拿走了刘公主的发夹;六公主只好拿走七公主的发夹。

于是,七公主的发夹只剩下999个。

隔天,领国英俊的王子忽然来到皇宫,他对国王说:“昨天我养的百灵鸟叼回了一个发夹,我想这一定是属于公主们的,而这也真是一种奇妙的缘分,不晓得是那位公主掉了发夹?”
公主们听到了这件事都在心里想说:“是我掉的。是我掉的。”
可是头上明明完整的别著100个发夹,说一都懊恼得很,却说不出。

只有七公主走出来说:“我掉了一个发夹。”

话才说完,一头披阿梁的长头发因为少了一个发夹,全部披散了下来,王子不由得看呆了。

故事的结局,当然是王子以公主从此一起过著幸福快乐的日子。

Friday, April 16, 2010

Because, We

He can't think of anything to make her laugh anymore.
The only thing he can do to make her laugh is to let her go.
He open up his palm, and watch her fly away with the wind.
Knowing that by doing this, she could be happy even though he will be losing her.
Losing everything. But who cares? As long as she is happy.

This is the first time, he lost something and felt happiness.
This doesn't mean he don't love, but the love is already expanding.

He told his friend, I'm not going to love anymore.
I'm too tired, very tired, I just want to live a normal day.
He change non stop, like this, he won't be able to love anyone.
And he will live his life with a dog until he is old.

"Be strong! How could you let go your right to love someone just like that?" said his friend.
"But do you know, the ones that have been abandon will be sad.The first to leave may not be can't feel the pain..." he replied in a sad voice.

They said no more then.
The picture of her smiling a sweet smile, the picture of her laughing. Floated trough his head. Again and again. He wonder where would she be now?

When the love ends, the stars will still shine, the one who cried isn't the one to pity, the abandon memories are the one that should be pitied.
You tried so hard to create good memories with your partner, but in the end, it is the most painful scar in your memories.

to be continue...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

My World is Crumpling

Crumbling into little pieces.
Till now, I'm still not sure what could i do.

Study? Don't even think about that.

Sports? what sports? basketball? volleyball? football? 
Not that I could think of anymore.. I can't play rugby or baseball in Malaysia.
Don't even say in Malaysia.
If there are people playing in Malaysia. I dun even think I could.
Not only I think that I can't..some people says it's just a waste of time.

Acting? I thought I could. and my vision is going to Hollywood.
But eventually, my friend who wished that she was a writer, got into the play before i was in.
And I don't need to think any further than this..
cause i even get stage fright acting in front of my friends.

Singing? i'm worst than a toad..I don't sing cause I'm scared to break the windows.

Dancing? I look like a hippopotamus wearing a too-too jumping crazily on the stage.

What else could I do?? Few minutes ago, I realise there is nothing i could do..

The more i think bout it,
now i felt like MY WORLD IS NOT CRUMBLING TO PIECES..
IT IS CRUMBLING INTO SMALL LITTLE TINY BITS. 
IT IS SO MANY TINY BITS, I CAN'T EVEN POSSIBLE TO FIND ALL WITH MY WHOLE LIFE.
THIS IS MY LIFE, NO ONE COULD HELP ME FIND THE MISSING BITS.
I'LL SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE FINDING THIS AND THAT, 
AND FORGOT ABOUT MY BIGGEST VISION -- GOING TO HOLLYWOOD..

Friday, March 26, 2010

The Passion To Kill

Why are there so many stubborn people around me?
especially in the school..
if I am the principal, the school will be a graveyard..
with loads of dead people....

Well this few days,
there's a big commotion going on in the school..
i couldn't do anything accept to keep as far away as possible..
but by possible, 
i was just into that dumb commotion....

i dun mind...
since it has been a long time since i stirred things up..
so maybe it would remind me of how i got into trouble when i was a kid...
it could hook up some of my primary school memories....

well i dun wanna write much actually, 
not in a mood to write.....
i'll probably update in a few days.....

or after that girl regrets that she was born in this world....
and i assume that would be pretty fast....

GOOD LUCK TO ME!!
IF SHE DECIDED TO PLAY IT THE HARD WAY, SHE WILL BE DEAD MEAT....
BUT IF SHE WANTS TO PLAY IT THE EASIER WAY,
LIKE GET THIS OVER AND CONTINUE STUDYING THEN IT WOULD BE EASIER...
I WOULD CHOOSE THE EASIER WAY,
WELL MY EXCUSE IS I NEED TO STUDY...(not a very good excuse though cause i don't study)

WELL WATEVA IT IS...
I HOPE THAT MY BRAIN IS STILL WORKING!!
TO WORK UP SOME EVIL SCHEME....
HAHAHAHAHA....(evil laugh)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I'm With You (Avril lavigne)

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound


Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you


I'm looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everything's a mess
and no one likes to be alone


Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you


oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea 

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you


Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Little Poem

LITTLE DROPS OF WATER
LITTLE GRAINS OF SAND
MAKES THE MIGHTY OCEAN
AND THE PLEASANT EARTH

LITTLE DEEDS OF KINDNESS
LITTLE WORDS OF LOVE
IS A START TO A PEACEFUL WORLD

Crazy People, Nice Weather

It's about midnight,
but it is raining outside.
Here i am, sitting by the window,
listening to the rain.
drip,drip,drip...
it is quite calm to hear the steady dripping of the rain drops.
calms my nerves down.

It sounds like fairytale or those movie.
but i can't beleive,
i am like looking myself from the outside of my body..
i'm sitting calmly by the window.

i may looks calm on the outside,
but my heart is thumping crazily, it's gonna jump out of my body any sec.
this is another story.
well if you wanna know,
maybe in 2 more days.
in the next post.

i was thinking about everything i did in school,
before this holiday..
i thought about tricking people,
and it came out perfect.
i dun know that my friends know i'm tricking other frens.
but i know i'm cruel or evil or mean..
but it's just fun..

And I know that it is me who got u into trouble all along.
I have no idea at all.
how could someone be jealous?
i have nothing to admire of.
no one has been envy of me.
i don't know that my friends are right or not.
but they say that someone is actually jealous.
but i have no idea what is she jealous of?

i know it sounds silly,
but i really have NO IDEA AT ALL...
i'm not that smart i know for sure.
and my results aren't the best.
and my brain just works for thinking the mean stuff.

well anyway,
since i'm the one who got you in trouble.
then maybe it is me to take the responsibility,
i think
that the main cause is that i was getting too friendly to you.
and maybe even talking to you more often.
i can sense that u don't want to chat with me.
trough sms, or msn.
so maybe you're correct.
and i will not talk to you.
even though i need some infomation about something...
i won't even talk to you with my own mouth.
i'll ask someone to help me ask.
even if i can't trust that person.

it is always better than talking to you face-to-face.
the rain is going to stop soon.
and i am going to make a PROMISE to MYSELF.
that after this rain,
i'm not going to talk to you.
i have to control myself.

I, JOY LIM HAVE SWEAR THAT I'LL NEVER TALK TO YOU.
AFTER TODAY, IT IS OVER.
NO RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN U AND ME.