walk away

i remember all those crazy things you said,
you left them running through my head.
what i'd do to have you here.
what i'd do to have you near.
damn!
infect me with your love
fill me with your poison.
i'd be happy to be abducted by you.
what i'd do to have you here.

boy, you're my lucky star.
i will walk on your wave length
and hope you were here
because for you
i will risk it ALL.

but it's not like that anymore
i will just walk away
and act like nothing happen
when i see you from far
there's always a swarm of girls
around you
do you know what it feels like
to turn around and walk away
when i could've talk to you
walk away and act like nothing happen

when we meet in the hall way
i was hoping you might talk to me
i don't mind how long the talk last
or mayb a smile?
damn
what i'd do to have you here
what i'd do to have you near.

our eyes met for a split second
and i felt the shock in me
something electrfying just shock me
it was you
do you know how it feels to walk away
act like nothing happened before...
i'll just go and leave you alone..
but always know,
always know,
that i love you so,
i love you so...

GOSH! WHY CAN'T THE WORLD BE SQUARE?

It's sunday again~
tomorrow's gonna be a new week~
please be a good week~~

anyway,
if the world is square,
i won't be able to meet you at the same point.
We would have to go all the way back,
to where we have came from.
If the world was square,
I won't be able to shout to the sea!!
saying: " what's wrong with you??!"
If the world was square,
you're butt will be square too~

but what's wrong with you now??
i dreamt about u last night
and i think as it was a Beautiful Nightmare.
it was quite scary,
but atleast it was with you.
so i'd rather go to die!!

what i've always wanted to say

Individiuals have a need to feel worthwhile and see themselves under a positive light. The need for self-esteem is the need for personal values or for the feeling that you are a worthy member of the group. One of the most common and serious personality problems is the inferiority complex. Children who feel inadequate are not only unlikely to succeed, but are unlikely to try their hardest. Healthy personality development means that individuals must not only know themselves but also accept themselves. For example, physically handicapped children must recognise their limitations and accept them with apology to themselves or to others. There has been considerable research on the relationship of the individual's self-concept to healthy growth and personality adjustment.

Children's attitude toward themselves are a result of the successes they have had in reaching their goals and the attitudes of others toward them. A single failure will not destroy a child's feeling or personal value. However, continuous failure at different tasks will surely have an adverse effect upon the child's self esteem. Children who fail repeatedly need guidance and reassurance in order to develop a healthy self-concept. Children should feel adequate to meeting certain goals and demands, and to improve their own behaviour patterns.

算了吧~

考试~
可怜的我们~
考考考~
不知道为何要考试~
成绩只不过是给人家一个凭你的机会罢了~

我成绩不好~
不代表其他东西不好~
成绩不好~
不代表头脑不好~
不代表我市社会败类~
那条他妈的敢说我是社会败类~
我就给她变败类！

考试就考试拉~
想太多~不可能的事别想~
太独立的人是没有人要的~
我知道你们要的是那种kawaii 的~
那种才会给你们觉得很有hero的feel~
英雄救美的feel~
等到真的有时发生时~
你们都不知死去哪儿了??

还有那条水~
不要到处发侨~
知道你发桥一流~
但是考试没考~
不许要练习~
尤其是在他的面前~
死八婆~
发发发~
等下考完后你huat不起啊~

下次有机会在颁个‘最佳发桥奖’给你~
我亲手做的奖杯
亲手打的奖状~
等我颁这个奖的时候~
就有好戏看了~
哈哈哈~~！！！

WOW! F*CK!

Great god damn it!!!!
such a f*ckin b*tch.
the most wanted B*tch on earth.
I could even  award you with a 'The Best B*tch Award'
how can you be such dumb and smart at the same time??
you are the person going wrong..
can i dulan u??

YES! i can!
bcoz it is my head!
She is wat u call beautiful?
c'mon a weak pathethic girl is what u guys call beautiful?!
this is CRAZY!

i hate it
when you are flirting like ntg in the world can kill u
well there is something that can kill u
and that is my power
when i'm goin nuts
it can kill a thousand bears.

you have freakishly long hands and legs
just like an AVATAR
hahahaha...
freakishly blue and weird face.
i said it!

DARN YOUR FLIRTING SKILL
THAT MIGHT GET YOU KILLED!!
hahaha~~
i might kill ya soon
when i feel like it~

Let the rain wash all the memories of yesterday

For starters, I am happy
but with a mixture of hatred, sadness, excitedness...
a drop of evil and i'm off to jail.

I m happy because
I finally got you
but all I got is just a empty shell
without a soul to own the shell.
what freakin use do i need your shell?
i want you
not your shell.

Few times,
you were with me
but i know that your heart is still far away~
with the girl you like once
i can see that
i'm not DUMB

snap out of it!
she is with another guy already!
can't you see that you are not in her heart anymore??
are you that dumb?
do you need me to tell you that?

today after school,
you said that you want to watch the game
i was thrilled that you support other class
but after the second quarter
i am sure u are not here to watch the game
or to spend time with me.

if you rather waste your freakin time watchin the past
go ahead
i won't be there to waste time with you

i realise that i'm also wastin my time
y?
bcoz u are jus using me to get revenge
i didn't think that you were this kind of person
but i was freakin WRONG
c'mon you are really wasting our time
if u don't really like me
just open your damn mouth and say it.

i know u have been hurt
but please
don't take your hatred
throw it on me
i wouldn't want to treat you that WAY.

RECORD

I WOULD LIKE TO RECORD DOWN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE
ESPECIALLY THE MOMENTS WITH YOU
BITTER, SWEET AND SOUR
I'D LIKE TO REMEMBER IT ALL
WHAT WE HAVE DONE
WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKIN WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU
IT WAS 1YEAR AGO WHEN YOU FIRST CAME INTO OUR CLASS
I THOUGHT U AS A STUCK UP ASS
BUT NOW I KNOW THAT YOU MEAN NO HARM

WHEN THEY SAID SOMETHING BOUT US
I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD BE HAPPY OR ANGRY
BUT I CHOSE WHAT I USUALLY WON'T CHOOSE
I CHOSE TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHT POINT
U CHANGED ME?
I DON'T THINK SO, MAYBE A LIL

I WISH THAT I COULD REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES
WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER!!!

PLEASE GOD LET ME REMEMBER MORE SWEET MEMORIES OF ME AND YOU