my life

looking at the title it is already boring!!!!
who in the world would wanna know your life?
but if you're reading this line~
i thank you for reading on~

anyway~
few days ago while i was having a pop quiz~
it was quite windy that day~
and the leaves were ruslting~
it made me quite nervous~
for a moment~
i felt that even the leaves are mocking me!!!
they were like soft whispering sound~
how could they?
after that~
it started raining~
big blobs of tear shaped water came down~
well~
that totally wrecked my confidence!!
cause it looks just like god crying!
is god feeling sorry for me?
yeeah~
i thought so~

after that really ghostly pop quiz~
came another math test~
the whole day of my life~
tests after tests!!

well enough of those negativity~
this saturday~
i'm going to watch a stage show~
in a real teather, i hope.
anxious!!  can't wait for it!!

it has been too long

2 more days,
and the big heart shape is everywhere
but,
you are at no where to be seen!
where the hell have you been?
just like my blog-- forgotten?
at least i came back
not like you.
you left me when i was at my happiest time.

anyway~
just to let you know,
i'm having a big Single's party.
and thank you for leaving me.

besides that...
to anyone who's reading my blog...
my birthday is coming soon...
no big..
just wanna let da whole world know!!
so i'f who's birthday is also on the 18th of MARCH~
u r welcome to leave a comment~

raining heavily outside~
hope to catch a good night sleep after a tired day!!
good nite to those early birds~
and a good morning to those night kids~

random again~

damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
i don''t know how many 'damns' i'm gonna type~
but luckly i stopped~

so~
just now~
when I was just coming back from high tea~
the rain was coming down in buckets full, cause the clouds let loose~
cat's paws of rain dotted the windshield~
echoing sound of thunder shook the car~
the whole world infront was just a big blob of blurish spots~
i told Jenna to drive slowly~
so it took us 4 hours to get back~
i rest in her hotel before dad took me home~
by then it was not raining~
thank god~

anyway~
i went to a school for interview few days ago~
still waiting for my results~
hoping that the school will still accept me~
you know~
i was thinking that it's about time~
i'll just answer any question~

just random~
so you guys know that i went to HK~
but actually I was planning to go to Switzerland again for skiing~
but~
Switzerland is not snowing and the fake snow ust melted away~
and there's no way that anyone will be able to SKI!!!
so that's why I changed plan and went to HK~

all right~
in another post~
I'll tell you who i met!!
you'll never believed it!!

cause it's christmas!!

so~
i can feel~
that most people got some christmas spirit rammed into them~
but~
i can say i got it too~

anyway~
i got a friend she visits the grave~
almost as if it was her house~
well~
yesterday i tag along too~
we went to the grave~
we passed by all the tombs~
and into a clearing just behind the cemetry~
in the middle of the clearing was an old tree~
a tree without leaves and with roots longer than a car~
she took some sandwiches and a jug of root beer~
we sat under the tree~
the moonlight shining on us~
for some might think that it is creepy~
but i thought it was calm and peacefull~
for a moment we sat there~
until a shadow loomed over us~
to my surprise~
i did not shout and ran away~
Jenna stood up and gently let the stranger sat down~
she took a slice of sandwich and passed the jug of rootbeer to him~
that guy looked at me but he did not ask anything~
for a moment our eyes met~
i saw a sparkle in his deep, bottomless eyes~
he's eyes was dark blue, but not any kind of blue~
i recognise it!
it was a blue like the gem, lapiz lazuli~
i saw a ring on his hand~
i remember Angelius gave me a ring before he left~
it was also stoned with the same gem~
before i realise, that guy left before the sun rose~
Jenna packed up~
and we left too~
Jenna did not tell me who that guy was~
i did not ask~just keep on let me think that guy was Angelius~
i miss him~
i did not know where he went or is he still on this world.

it's official!

alright!
it's official!
no need to crush anymore!
finally,
my difficult life is over~
i don't need to watch other girls flirt with you~
and become a green eye monster~
god damn happy~
but it's not who you think it is~
everything went my way today~
we went for lunch on  BOAT~
i'm happy! ofcourse!
anyway~
Elena change her mind~
so she went to Switzerland~
she said that she will meet us there~
and she brought a special friend~
i suppose it's that guy she met while she's in Malaysia~
anyway~
i reminded her that she has a competition~
but she thinks that's nothing~
she said not to worry cause her voice was better than mine~
yeah~
whatever~
ok~
time to go for a swim~
Damon should be at the pool by now~
bye for now~

冷掉~

haiz~
已开始就叹气~
看得出不是一片开心的post~

故事开始在前几天~
有位傻子打来给我~
说他是什么重案组的总督察~
然后又说~
有事要问~
我回答：问你妹！（从蛋大姐和任大姐那儿学来的）
就挂了电话~
超奇怪的~

然后~
我朋友就来了~
借他电话用~
反正这几天我都不在~
久久~
做个好心人一次~
不过我看~
他应该是回国了~

没想到~
尽然在我要去海边的时候~
下雨了！！！
无情的雨！
你还我多一天~
害我没得去冲浪~
真的是~
既然没得去~
那就换个衣去吃buffet啦~
到头在更新~

i.t.a.l.y

holiday~
so happy!!
i can finally forget all the bitches now~
and play all day long~
good news is~
i'm finally going to ITALY~
he'll be there to pick me~
and we'll be going to Switzerland together~
i'll prove to him that i'm a good skier too~

there will be a party too~
cause Damon and his brother will be there~
Damon said that he has a special present~
what could that be??

anyway~
i'm waiting for the car~
so~~~
good bye for now~