Friday, June 28, 2013

消失的灵魂

不是你们的错,
我也不打算怪你们,
你们也不需要怪自己。。
完完全全是我自己的问题。
是我自己不要了解你们
是我自己不要跟你们太近
我看过他们的结局,
我不想要有同样的。

我在猜现在这,
结局应该也是一样的。
你伤过一个,
他会吸取教训了,
他不会再这么笨了。

我不是不关心,
只是觉得不是我应该关心的范围内。。
你喜欢怎样就怎样吧。。
以前我要你躲开的人
你可以不需要躲了~~
我把自由还给你。。。

我真的很快就要消失了。。
我想看看没有我的世界。。
应该不是很大的问题。。。
反而更和平。。
我只是想看我到底有多重要。。
反正你已经有你的人选。。

其实,有时候对的人就在眼前,
可是我看不到。
有时我知道那是对的人,
可是我偏要走远路,偏要去撞墙,偏要去试看痛苦的方法。
当你是那个对的人,
你会觉得我很笨。
可是当你是我,
你根本不会了解我为什么要这样做。
我并不难了解。。
因为我自己也不了解。。。





Tuesday, June 04, 2013

how r you doin?

hey~
is it just me?
because when my crush says hi to me, 
i'll be feeling like in heaven or having a really good chocolate bar!!
i'll be happy for the rest of the day!
i'll be nice to people too!!
it is really a miracle!

but unfortunately,
most of us can't get what we want.
well,
but sometimes,
we can't go blind chasing something that doesn't love us.
and we neglect the things or person who loves us.
but you know,
girls always have to choose the harder way.
but I also know that some girls are actually kind enough to not break people's heart.
unless if you are a bitch or that guy is harassing you.
otherwise, no one's heart should be broken.

i'm in pain right now,
i know i really shouldn't break anyone's heart.
but i'm torn apart between you 2!
i like one and another one likes me.
i'm not saying i don't like you,
but remember how it ended last time..
i'm really happy i can see you now...
but you see what happens to us now?
i wish i could still talk to you like in the old days.
the times we were having so much fun,
the times we were messing around,
just fun all the time!

can somebody tell me what has happened to us?
please come back, i just wanna say i missed the old days....



Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Hello bitch,

I want to play a game. 

For years you have been taking things that doesn't belongs to you.

Now you will have a chance to redeem yourself, for the games you've played with others, by playing one of mine.

for the rest of your life you will be facing all the others shit, lies and liar and other thing else...

if you think that you can walk through your life always taking other people's half and leaving them heart broken, now you'll have the chance to feel the pain.

physical pain. the pain of being cut in half and having to cut yourself.......

you may have a chance of surviving, if you just follow the rules.

how much blood will you shed in order to survive..

Remember bitch, once you're in Hell, you'll deal with the devil and only the devil can help you out.


this is an edit from the movie saw~><

life is like a box of chocolate

well~~
everyone knows that a lot of things will happen in field trips~~
some will be ass holes and jerks,
some will be exited,
some will be bitches,
and some will be heart broken..
well it comes to no fail,
when there's bitches, there's broken heart.
real eyes see real lies..
i don't know what are they up to~
and i don't plan to know...
if they plan to mix with the bitches,
i'm fine with that..
dumb boy + smart bitches = dumb boy gets hurt
well, if they know that they are wrong..
dumb boy - smart bitches = happy dumb boy + happy smart girl
i'm not saying that i'm smart..
but if you are really smart, you should realize that you are making a fucking big mistake!!
well our class trip was really fun...
drama filled class trip~~
all those guessing and thinking, 
trying to break the big mystery of the missing money~~
hope you guys realize that we can't always get what we want..
but if the things we want belongs to us,
it'll come back...
or if that thing thinks it belongs to us it'll come back..
even if you don't want it~~

and to those bitches..
you may think you won this round~
but the next game is the real challenge~~><


Wednesday, May 15, 2013

who knows?

every once in a while,
you have to let yourself go...
everyone has their own temper...
everyone has their own feelings....
behind every cheerful smile, 
there's always something hidden,
secrets, pain, sadness and hatred.
no one can always put a smile everyday.
so if you need a friend just tell me, 
i'll ever be ready to hear your endless talking and scolding...
but i think that once in awhile,
i have feelings too..
just kidding...
i don't give a shit about what other people think...
except that if i really care about you...

people out there..
here's a piece of advice...
do what you want (not illegal things) and never regret about it.
let others critise you, complaint bout you, pick on you, back stab you, hurt your feelings
but be proud of yourself.
be proud of your heart.
after all these things that hurt you, 
yet you still have the courage to wake up every morning.

dear children in the world,
don't keep hatred, not even when a bitch steals your man.
if he's smart enough, he'll come back. 
if not, let him go. that bitch will be stuck with a dumb guy.
but most of all...
DON'T LET ANYONE HURT YOU.
if you think you are good enough..
be yourself. 
don't try to be others, don't compare with others.
compare with yourself. 
ARE YOU IMPROVING??! if you are, then it's good enough.
NO ONE IS WORTH IT.
no one is worth your tears, time, and blood.
unless if you love them very much!
unless they are worth loving..
your parents and kids.

kids,
remember
 LIVE TO BE YOURSELF.
be proud of who u r.even when the world mocks you.
prove to the world I'LL BE FINE!
AND YOU'LL BE FINE


it is about time!

well it is about time to study~~
but i don't mind....
well,
just that i'm kinda high...
and i don't really know why....
met a guy in the car on the way home....
don't know where he comes from...
but my friend says he's rude, obnoxious and no manners at all....
i think he smokes too...
doesn't talk much..
but one thing for sure, 
he is not local.....
just manage to get his name and nothing else.
well he looks like a nice guy to me.
what's wrong with that??
maybe he's just here for the day..
and he'd be gone,
my friends seem really upset that he just shrugged off
when they were asking him things......

well...
bye for now....

SPECIAL POST!!

well after a friend helped me in BIG things.
i've promised to thank her by writing a post specially to her.
name: TANG JING YUAN ELF (that's the fb name)
things that she has helped me: asking someone if that seat next to him was taken...
well you might think it is just a small little thing, 
but i can tell you, it is NOT!!!
anyway, thank you jing yuan elf....
写到这里我猜想到你说要华文的~~
so,就这里接下去吧~~
我由衷地感谢你让我度过一个快乐的时光。。
谢谢。
我不懂还要写什么了。
等我再想到如何美化整篇文章,
我再post过一个美的~~