sleeping with a broken heart

how hard does it feel
do you know?
you only make it harder when you ask
please don't try to ask
don't even think

a human sleeping with a broken heart
is almost dead
no heart beat
no breathing
no oxygen
it is almost dead
but you can still feel your pain

after you are gone
nobody has been able to mend my broken heart
this is the life
i'll be a ghost that is perfect on the outside
and a ghost that is not perfect in the inside
because of a broken heart

a broken hearted ghost roams the earth
in search of its lover
day and night
night and day
in search of its foes
it soon found that you are the cause of its broken heart

you better run
before you are haunted
by a ghost without a heart....

F.C.U.K

i have nothing to say~
i don't know~
but A day without you is like a year without rain~
i need you by my side,
don't know how i'll survive~
but you come out at the wrong time~
i hate to say~
but please go away for now~
maybe after this~
i might want you~
i hate to say~
please go away till i'm fine~
there are so much more girls watin in line~
i'm dreaming~
dreaming that i was the first one in line~
the first one that got you~
the first one that feel you~
when i see you~
i feel that everything is not important to me~
you can make me forget everything and pay all the attention to you~
you have the power to put me in a trans~
you are the sunlight in my brain~
when it is raining in my heart~
you are the umbrella that keeps me from getting wet~
when it is a cold night~
you are the fire that keeps me warm~
when it is icy cold~
you are the summer~
i will need you in my life~
i never imagine a life without you~
i can never imagine that~
you~
the shoe that keeps my feet warm~
the clothes that keeps my dignity~
the the strength to face every problem~
the heart that keeps the whole body working~
the brain that is controlling me~
but i never thought that you would come this time~
when it is the end of the day~
i see you~
you are the one that keeps me thinkin there will be a tomorow~
you are the one that let me believe there will be a tomorow~
you are the one that kept me living all this while~
you are my SOUL~

怪怪的

昨天去看了18楼，
不错的一个舞台剧，
老妈还蛮支持的，
还说什么，
改次还要再来看，
还叫我有什么戏介绍给她，

真是太奇怪了，
就是，
看完戏过后，
就看到有一个红毛人就跟他所要拍照，
然后，
她用英文来跟他讲，
她去找完全不演员来拍照，
真是，得空到~爆。
不止呢~
拍照前还要发乔一下，
真的是无眼看。

我不能tahan了啦~
就用不削的样子走掉了啦，
不然还继续留在那边看他发烧meh？

走出去风很凉，
老豆在老妈和老老妈回家先，
因为我还要去买衣服，
所以他们走先。
其实，外面有一个很美的公园，
不错的~

不知不觉，就坐在那边45分钟了~
够夸张。
没有夸张，
我坐在那边到下一场要开始的时候才走。

Korea~ back

wow~
back from Korea~

I met mom and dad there~
they also took along grandmother~
apparently~
they saw my blog so they went there too~
they joined a tour~
and i joined them half way~
Damon went back after 5 days~
because his grandmother was ill~
so he went back to Germany first~
i maybe going there tonight or tomorow~

well~
Korea was quite fun~
bought lots of clothes there~
but all is for winter time~
and I saw a movie star there~
but i can't recognise who is he~
so~
to me he's just another guy~

well will let u guys know whether i'm going to Germany or not~
i might go to south America~
still need to see first~

Love on the tombstone

Oh~
this is a wonderful song~
I heard this song yesterday when I took Damon to a nicest pub in KL~
the pianist was playing this song~
that pianist is very talented~
well~
i also did when up to stage to perform a song for Damon~
anyway~
I didn't know that Damon plays the piano too~
awh~~
how sweet~
he played a song for me~
it was a gorgeous song~
he was a musical genius~
he wrote that song on that instant~
it sounded like a song to me~
but he said that he would fix it and be more like a song and give it to me~
as a present~


THAT IS DEADLY SWEET~

1 MONTH

well~
it has been a month ~
and come to think of it~
i haven't tell mom and dad i'm going to Korea with Damon~
speaking of mom and dad~
where have they gone?
a whole month~
and i didn't see them~

anyway~
mom~and dad~
if you are viewing my blog~
i am going to tell u~
i am going to Korea with Damon~
this thursday~
and i'll be back this year end~
after Korea i might follow Damon to Germany~
then i'll be back by myself~

another thing is~
i don't know that we are going to come back or not~
cause i might die in Korea since they're having a war~

then~
this holiday seems to be going faster than i tought~

today i brought Damon and his family to Times Square and KLCC and Twin Tower~
i am thinking of bringing them to Cameron or Genting tomorow maybe~
then after that i might bring them to Putra Jaya or A'famosa~
hope that his mom likes what i planed~

may his mom like me~

night

Holiday~
well
this holiday i have a new sleeping time~
i have already sworn~
that i am going to sleep 2 days once~
well tonight I can't sleep because I have to go to KLIA~
Damon and his families are here~

Got them the best hotels in KL~
and even called a driver for them so that they can go anywhere~
got a driver~
got 3 cars for them~
very good~
i think that his mom will deffinitly like me~~

so~
normal people has 24 hours a day~
but to me ~
it is 48 hours a day~
because as i said ~
i'm gonna sleep every 48 hours~
that means i have extra hours~
well that also means my holidays are shorter~

i heard my friends saying that they are bored to death~
and some even said that she could see herself after holiday--getting fatter~
haha~
well that ~ i think is ridiculous~

luckly i got a partner to company me~
well Damon is going to korea with me~
instead of myself~

ok~
i think that i should be going to the airport now~~