VICS

the tittle Vics is short for VICTIMS.
life is like a stage,
we are like the actors.
i have been playing this part since high school.
ever since i found you.

not long (it was just 10 mins) ago.
i went to see a fren's blog.
i wanted to say smting...
but fine ur heart still belongs to u...
sumtimes we dun knoe wat u are thinkin bout..
even though i always trust/ believe wat u say...
but in actual fact...
NO one actually tells wat they REALLY are thinkin.
if everyone does like this,
i believe there will be no more misunderstanding.
Or maybe no more CRIME.

so that is why i won't tell you
:" you can tell me wat u think, i'm ur fren."
i trust that even after i say these words,
u still wont tell...
anyway,
ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
your action is a strong proof.
you do not need to say anything more....
from this day...
i will know where to go...
but believe me....

THE PLACE WHERE I WANT TO GO,
IS NOT A PLACE YOU WANT TO GO....
mark my words....

I WON'T SAY COMMIT SUICIDE...
BUT MAYB ATEMPTED (TRIED)....
I'LL TELL YOU WHY...

BUT IF YOU KNOW....
I WON'T BE IN SKOOL~

anyway.....
1st it is because of you...
2nd it is because of you and your reason....
3rd is because of your loyalty....
4th is all that you have done to me....
5th is there's too much going on lately....
and last ....
THE TRUTH IS.....

I CAN'T HANDLE IT!!!
i hate my role as the victim...!!

Forget you

sometimes i tried,
but i always see you when i try to forget u.
when i make up my mind and say forget u
u appeared and made me mad again...

actually what i'm trying to say is..
really sumting i want.
but it didn't happened to me!
instead it was on other people.
at first i was quite mad..
but i remembered someone in the world said:-
"When u love something,
let it go.
If it belongs to you,
it will come back."
after this word,
i'm thinking it doesn't belongs to me, does it??
expected answer: No, it doesn't.
LOOK!! i think i got my answer.

i was just trying to say that:
please if you don't like it,
just give the chance to other people.

Sometimes i wonder if i could trust you.
It's just you are so believable.
But u just let me down so many times.
just today,
you can't even keep your words.
you ate your own words and vomit out.
i knew you wouldn't do it.
it was myself that was dumb to believe you.

Fill in the correct answers.(100%)

1) IT WAS ME WHO WAS DUMB, WASN'T IT?
expected answer:  YES, IT WAS YOU WHO WAS DUMB.   (100%)

walk away

i remember all those crazy things you said,
you left them running through my head.
what i'd do to have you here.
what i'd do to have you near.
damn!
infect me with your love
fill me with your poison.
i'd be happy to be abducted by you.
what i'd do to have you here.

boy, you're my lucky star.
i will walk on your wave length
and hope you were here
because for you
i will risk it ALL.

but it's not like that anymore
i will just walk away
and act like nothing happen
when i see you from far
there's always a swarm of girls
around you
do you know what it feels like
to turn around and walk away
when i could've talk to you
walk away and act like nothing happen

when we meet in the hall way
i was hoping you might talk to me
i don't mind how long the talk last
or mayb a smile?
damn
what i'd do to have you here
what i'd do to have you near.

our eyes met for a split second
and i felt the shock in me
something electrfying just shock me
it was you
do you know how it feels to walk away
act like nothing happened before...
i'll just go and leave you alone..
but always know,
always know,
that i love you so,
i love you so...

GOSH! WHY CAN'T THE WORLD BE SQUARE?

It's sunday again~
tomorrow's gonna be a new week~
please be a good week~~

anyway,
if the world is square,
i won't be able to meet you at the same point.
We would have to go all the way back,
to where we have came from.
If the world was square,
I won't be able to shout to the sea!!
saying: " what's wrong with you??!"
If the world was square,
you're butt will be square too~

but what's wrong with you now??
i dreamt about u last night
and i think as it was a Beautiful Nightmare.
it was quite scary,
but atleast it was with you.
so i'd rather go to die!!

what i've always wanted to say

Individiuals have a need to feel worthwhile and see themselves under a positive light. The need for self-esteem is the need for personal values or for the feeling that you are a worthy member of the group. One of the most common and serious personality problems is the inferiority complex. Children who feel inadequate are not only unlikely to succeed, but are unlikely to try their hardest. Healthy personality development means that individuals must not only know themselves but also accept themselves. For example, physically handicapped children must recognise their limitations and accept them with apology to themselves or to others. There has been considerable research on the relationship of the individual's self-concept to healthy growth and personality adjustment.

Children's attitude toward themselves are a result of the successes they have had in reaching their goals and the attitudes of others toward them. A single failure will not destroy a child's feeling or personal value. However, continuous failure at different tasks will surely have an adverse effect upon the child's self esteem. Children who fail repeatedly need guidance and reassurance in order to develop a healthy self-concept. Children should feel adequate to meeting certain goals and demands, and to improve their own behaviour patterns.

算了吧~

考试~
可怜的我们~
考考考~
不知道为何要考试~
成绩只不过是给人家一个凭你的机会罢了~

我成绩不好~
不代表其他东西不好~
成绩不好~
不代表头脑不好~
不代表我市社会败类~
那条他妈的敢说我是社会败类~
我就给她变败类！

考试就考试拉~
想太多~不可能的事别想~
太独立的人是没有人要的~
我知道你们要的是那种kawaii 的~
那种才会给你们觉得很有hero的feel~
英雄救美的feel~
等到真的有时发生时~
你们都不知死去哪儿了??

还有那条水~
不要到处发侨~
知道你发桥一流~
但是考试没考~
不许要练习~
尤其是在他的面前~
死八婆~
发发发~
等下考完后你huat不起啊~

下次有机会在颁个‘最佳发桥奖’给你~
我亲手做的奖杯
亲手打的奖状~
等我颁这个奖的时候~
就有好戏看了~
哈哈哈~~！！！

WOW! F*CK!

Great god damn it!!!!
such a f*ckin b*tch.
the most wanted B*tch on earth.
I could even  award you with a 'The Best B*tch Award'
how can you be such dumb and smart at the same time??
you are the person going wrong..
can i dulan u??

YES! i can!
bcoz it is my head!
She is wat u call beautiful?
c'mon a weak pathethic girl is what u guys call beautiful?!
this is CRAZY!

i hate it
when you are flirting like ntg in the world can kill u
well there is something that can kill u
and that is my power
when i'm goin nuts
it can kill a thousand bears.

you have freakishly long hands and legs
just like an AVATAR
hahahaha...
freakishly blue and weird face.
i said it!

DARN YOUR FLIRTING SKILL
THAT MIGHT GET YOU KILLED!!
hahaha~~
i might kill ya soon
when i feel like it~