a lil change might b good

first day of exam~
tired, lethargic, hope to get some sleep, dizzy after all those numbers and x..


dear math:
just face it, your 'x' is long gone... no use finding x anymore...
just get up, and move on!

what if algebra teacher was really just a pirate..

and they are using us to find the 'x'??

some sick joke i read on the internet...
i really missed those times where there are numbers in Maths...
and not x, y, a and b...

normal is good~

but sometimes,

we all need some changes in our life...

i'm starting to accept the fact that you are gone..

and no longer mine...

well you can see that clearly...

cause i think i like my sister~~

i'm not a lesbian or a homosexual~~

whatever, no use explaining...

tomorrow's our school special holiday..
so i get to stay home, to do some 'revision' or 'studying'.
definition of studying:
book open at one side, with computer on, and phone by your side..
anyway..
i tried to sneak out today~
to get a break before the real exam comes.. to relax my mind...
mom says if you rest after hard work.. you deserve it.
but if you rest before taking a rest.. you're just lazy...
i accept it, but i don't agree.

there is one guy who is dating A but still crushing on B..

and this guy is a cheapskate.

after breaking up with A and still tells her to keep in touch..

it's like kidnapping A and let her go and say keep in touch....

well that's just sad...

i'm really dumb for believing you....
i'm really dumb for choosing this class...
i'm really dumb to let you talk me into doing this really dumb thing...
but in another way...
i'm really smart to realize it is dumb to believe you..
i'm really smart to choose this class and make full use of it... that's why i met another you.
i'm really smart to let the plan back fire on you....


i'm really dumb for thinking i'm really smart...
i'm really smart for realizing that i'm really dumb....

sorry for not party rocking??

i was freaking party rocking,
when you freaking bang into my life..
just like this we party rock all night..
and i told myself:" what the f*ck?"
i called my friend Johnnie
and said:" Johnnie le gente esta muy loca!"
haha~~
listening to these few song while writing this post~

so little update bout what's going on in my life~
exam these few days~~
really hate it~
but still relaxing~~
i need a hero~
something tells me you're a hero~
and you know how to save me~
anyway~
next week is the real big exam!!
but, i'll be going out to watch movie with some dudes~
and ma cool friends~
just to chill~ and be LOCA~
ALL NIGHT, ALL DAY....

kay, that's all for today~

OFFICIALLY GOTTA KICK U OUTTA MA LIFE!!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY CANT STAND IT ANYMORE~
FIRST THIS IS A POST I'LL WRITE TO LET MY FRUSTRATIONS OUT~
BUT MAINLY I'LL BE JUST SCOLDING THOSE BITCHES~
IF YOU'RE UNDER 16, U MIGHT WANNA LEAVE THIS PAGE...
THIS PG16 POST MAY CONSIST OF VIOLENCE, IMPROPER LANGUAGE AND OTHER ELEMENTS.
SO IF U'R OVER 16 ITS OK~

where do i even start~
today is sports day~
happy~
kinda happy~
then i found you flirting all around again!
never mind~
you are not mine anymore so~
why should i care~
thinkin of it~
technically i can't call that girl u;r flirting with is a bitch~
so ~ in this case who do i call a bitch~
you? her ? or is it me after all?
you can say i'm jealous.
but cool down~
i'm not like those other girls who will start a world war 3~
i will just end the world~like 21/12/2012~

so back around~
i was on duty when i saw a guy from the school across the road~
he is kinda cute, tanned and a squarish chin~
tall of course~ he came over while i was half daydreaming~
just a quick chat~ it seemed that we have met before during some meeting~
but i'm sure that i would have remembered such cute face!~
still trying to recall if i'd seen him before~
i was suppose to stand there whole day~ 
but after lunch i snuck back to the audience~
just to see the other guy run~

hopefully i can say some encouraging words to you~
well~
you two (don't get this wrong there are total 3 guys in this post, this 2 is another 2 not that flirty guy) were running~
so i didn't know who to cheer for~
so i shouted for both~ 
and now i'm mute~
but if i'd have to lose my voice to get your attention~
i would! a thousand and a hundred times! i would~
cause after that you asked me:"are you okay?"
for this i've been very happy for the rest of the day~

Co禿和co頭的故事

其實這篇是應該更很久了~

可是都很忙，

所以就遲些咯~

我不知道要寫什麽~

我也忘了這個名怎麽來的~

就前天星期三在補習時，

叫一叫就叫出來的~

還有幾個配角-sin，tangent等。。

都是三角函數~

co禿本來是cos的~

過後才被改成co禿~

然後今天就是運動會的最後一天~

無話可説~

熱得不像樣~

sin曰：運動會的結束代表戲劇内訓營的開始。

在這裡提醒sin記得那你的菜刀道具去~

順道祝你内訓營快樂~

運動會結束~

我也像只被烤好的豬~

紅彤彤~

可愛死了~><~

full of weirdness~

i haven't been writing these few days cause~
i really don't know what to say or write~
just now i saw you talking to her~
and when she called your name ~
your eyes sparkled~
just the way like last time~
when you were still crushing on her~
but now~
it's not the same~
you said you are going to be with me~
and you still act like that~
last Thursday ~
someone was trying to hold your hand~
and i saw you pulling it out~
you still have hope then~
but just now i really wanted to ask you
Are you really over her?
You really sure you could move on?

i wanted to send you a message:
i miss you, you didn't talked to me for 2 days~
if you are still missing her, don't reply, and this is break up.
I wanted to send and see your reaction.
but i realize that i can't take the risk~

the horoscope is so true~
it says that when i'm with someone i really like,
i won't betray them. and i'd help them.
i hope i didn't read it~
cause now i think it's quite true~
i really hope that you are moving on~
and please don't give me that shock again~

WARNING

STOP BELIEVING THE LIARS,

TRUSTING THE BACKSTABBER,

& LOVING THE HEART BREAKERS.

bcoz they'r the one who

- teaches us how to see much more clearer in our live..

-help us learn our lessons..

-coach us to not make the same mistake...

-teach us to trust ourself...

they are our life long teachers.

they are every where...

you can't hide from them..

that's when we will grow up...

when we dare to face them...

some kind of a FRIEND!

i can't believe that i trust u~
i can't believe that i told u every thing~

and i still can't believe that i still trust u.~


i just want to say!
you are a backstabbing, crush & boyfriend stealler , tie wearing bitch.
well~
i don't think you deserve to be anywhere near me~
you act as if u are so innocent like an angel,
but in actual fact you are a devil worst than the worst devil of all.
just look at your face and i know you'r that kind of girl.
everything i want, you want..
just like my lil sis..
just hope that your sis won't be like you.
it's such a waste.
u could find a better one.
but there is still a lil good of you...
is that u did not tell me that u also like that guy...
but Action speaks louder than words....
u think i' dumb??
i am...
for treating u as a friend...
u have not seen the worst of me..
if u weren't my friend,
i bet u're already not here.


It's NEVER your ENEMIES that get you, It's ALWAYS your OWN people...