Did I ever liked you?

Why did i ever like you?
What did I see?
Whatever I've seen must be and illusion,
Some kind of tricks on me.
I never liked u before.
Maybe there was, but it was like few thousand years ago.
That time I was young and stupid.
That time, I would wish nothing but for you to be with me.
Now, I would wish nothing for you to leave me.
I know now that I can't stand being tide to someone,
I can't stand to lose my freedom.
You may say that I'm stupid or anything else, or even selfish.
But the point is,
I was YOUNG and STUPID that time.
But now, i'm not selfish, I just put myself first in everything.
It's not that I hate you.
Just need my space.
I now know that you are not the one for me,
And I really miss the time I was free.
Oh no, I'm sounding like some people in those old movies.
Look!
I don't care who you were playing with or talking with or sleeping with.
I just made that sound like I care, but In fact I think that she's not even up to my standard.
I think that you should lower your standards for people like her.
Cause, don't you get it?
You failed once, and this time you nearly succeed. But in the end you failed too.
So, this proves that you are still not ready for my kind of standard.
You think you understand me.
But do you really?  Please don't change yourself for me. 
And don't ask me to change for you. 
The only changes I'll make is your facial parts, if you ask me to change myself for you.
that will NEVER happen. Unless I've gone crazy or truly in love with you.
I.m not those kind of slut, I don't change for anyone and I don't want anyone to change coz of me.
I keep my style you keep yours. 
I will like you for who you are, not what you are when you're around me.
Please, I beg you, don't be a hypocrite.
You might think that you liked me now, but you'll realize I was the wrong one after all.

!!!!!!!

wow it has been a long time!!

feels like a thousand years~

my life is gonna change soon~

i'll tell you something~

last few days i was in the class~~

and it was a really gloomy day~

so you can tell it was really sleepy.....

and it was a really boring class....

so.. i was staring at my book....

and i was pretending to listen......

then the book started to go blur...

and the book started glowing white lights.....

i was shocked, but i was so attracted to the light...

the light was callling me to enter.....

then everything around me has gone black,

there was a light infront of me.....

sucking me into it....

suddenly i saw that guy's face....

oh my goodness!!

this guy died long ago...

i dreamt about him and then he died in my dream.....

alright we talked for a long time...

i don't know what have we talked.....

but after a while he said that he has to go~~

but he was very nice~

he said that he would send me to my door step~

so when i open the door,

i came back to the class......

it was a short trip~~

but i hope that i could see him again~

my god!!

 was i dreaming??

or i was like transported to another dimension???

anyway~

that was my day~

Just kiddin

I can't believe that I made a kid cry ~??
Well, he firstly he wasn't crying,
Secondly, he was not a kid he was like 6 grader.
Maybe 12 or 13 years old~~
I really don't know what made him cried~
He was crying when I saw him,
But after I tried to calm him down he started crying louder!!
All I said was: if you are not gonna stop crying , I'm gonna ask the boogie man to eat you.
Is that bad???
Well I admit that I'm not that good at baby sitting.
I sat on a kid once, when I was babysitting for the first time.
I thought baby sitting literally meant sitting on a baby or kid~~
My bad~><
Any way , I'm not going to school tomorrow,
Gonna kick back and relax!

Let me go my way

I can't believe what you said to me~~
Because of you I'm having a bad bad day.
It's time to have it my way!
Don't take it personally,
But if you do, it's ok~
Just years before, I was just a kid~
Enjoying my life playing all the way~
But why am I here now ?
I don't have to see you face~
And I don't live to PLEASE you~
So from right now ,
Let me just say please let go of me!

LOL~~

you know~

i know that holidays are the best time to think bout shits you have done for the whole year~~

you think and you'll post things on FB or twit bout it~~

that stinks~

you know~

cause while you were busy thinkin~
i was busy partying!!!

i got kicked out of 3 bars and 2 pubs!!!

ain't that funny?? mate!!

i can't stop laughing~~

i think i'm drunk or high~~

last night i was texting someone~

while i fell asleep in the pub~~

well i woke up just in time for the song American Idiot~~

love that song~~~

todays another day to break my record~~

some of you might think that i'm just gloating or boasting~~

but you know what?

i am bloating!!! hahaha~~~

just so you know~

i felt so hurt whenever it comes to hols~

you think that i'm dead and block me out of FB or unfollow me in twit~~~

and in FB you tag d friends that we always hang out together~

but you didn't tag me~~

and i'm talking bout you Jenna!! and you Beck Collins!!!!

I KNOW IT IS CHILDISH TO POST SOMETHING BOUT YOU IN FB AND NOT TAG YOU~

So you listen up if i'm dead you better not come looking for me tonight!!! Mike's gonna take me to that bar he's been talking bout for weeks!!!!!!

hahahaha!!! who's laughing now!!??!!!!

ME!!!!

GOD AM I DRUNK??

MY HEAD IS SO HEAVY~~ NIGHT GUYS~~ OR MATE~~

start to be...

can i be more clearer?

no~

another thing about me,

i don't make mistakes twice...

well i make it 3 or more times, to make sure....

but there is one thing i will not be wrong again..

my choice is clear..

i won't be with you again!

never!

anyway~

the other day i was on the flight from sydney to melbourne~

and guess what?

i met a guy~

a real guy~

who is an aussie~~

and guess what again?

it is official!

we are a thing!!

congrat me!!

well his name is Mike~

and during the 1 and a half hour flight~

we got along very well~~~

and we are a thing!!

this is my first time getting along well~~

he loves chinese food~

and i love australia~

he asked me what did i love about australia~

and i said him~

awh~~ how cute?

well i'm gonna post a photo of us together in the next post~~~

looking forward tomorrow~~~

he's bringing me to the beach~~~^^

oh~

and another thing~

i'm closing my fb account~~~

Mike said he'd like a non FB holiday~~

see you guys in a month~~~

bye~

we're going to the Bondi beach tomorrow~~

你？令我难过？不可能！

你不会是伤害我的那个~
也不会是影响我的那个~
更不会是感动我的那个~~~
你可以把我从窗口推下~
可是你知道我会从新站起~
我可能需要一些时间恢复平常心~
可是你知道~
我是会回来的~~
你可以模仿我的发型~
我的穿着~
可是你是永远模仿不到我那很吊的样子~
和那很吊的气质~~