Fucking tears!!

The moment when you wanna cry
But realize that you hv no tears.
Bcoz your tears have turn into sweat.
You have been the one doing all the work...
And all you get I'm return is piece of shit and people who doesn't 
FUCKING APPRECIATE!

SUMMER

Like the SUMMER, you are HOT.

Like the SUMMER, you COME and GO.

Ok, enough with the summer thing.

These few days I'm really going crazy,

There's just too many things to do.

Soooo much that I've decided not to do anything.

Other than that,
I was suppose to go to a drama this Saturday,
Well turns out, i won't b going.
I was really looking forward to go.
Well not because I might have a chance to catch a glimpse of this guy!
Ok, there's this guy, well not new guy. 
I knew him. But I just didn't know if he remembers me or not?
It will be really awkward, if he didn't remember me.
Well, all i could do now is just stare at him and wait for the perfect time.

25.02.13
Is a very important day!
Just reminding myself.

One question,
When  the hell did he became so HOT?!

时间只是一些数字

我从来都没有喜欢过数学。
尤其是小时候学习如何看时钟。
可是现在，时间真的让我很痛苦。
我终于明白事件的重要啦。
每天日夜滴期待着那一天的到来。
每天在想何时会来？
期待着你看我一眼。
就那么一眼， 有那么难吗？
你需要我怎样你才肯看我一眼？

以前是我不好，可是请你别计较。
小的时候，我有机会以你相处，
可是我却没珍惜。
若我有机会回到从前，我会告诉我自己：
＂好好珍惜你。＂

我这次真的很困难地再找机会
遇到你。
你知道要遇到你是一件多么难的事吗？
好像牛郎和织女等着喜鹊排成桥。。
等着每一年的那一天！

Did I ever liked you?

Why did i ever like you?
What did I see?
Whatever I've seen must be and illusion,
Some kind of tricks on me.
I never liked u before.
Maybe there was, but it was like few thousand years ago.
That time I was young and stupid.
That time, I would wish nothing but for you to be with me.
Now, I would wish nothing for you to leave me.
I know now that I can't stand being tide to someone,
I can't stand to lose my freedom.
You may say that I'm stupid or anything else, or even selfish.
But the point is,
I was YOUNG and STUPID that time.
But now, i'm not selfish, I just put myself first in everything.
It's not that I hate you.
Just need my space.
I now know that you are not the one for me,
And I really miss the time I was free.
Oh no, I'm sounding like some people in those old movies.
Look!
I don't care who you were playing with or talking with or sleeping with.
I just made that sound like I care, but In fact I think that she's not even up to my standard.
I think that you should lower your standards for people like her.
Cause, don't you get it?
You failed once, and this time you nearly succeed. But in the end you failed too.
So, this proves that you are still not ready for my kind of standard.
You think you understand me.
But do you really?  Please don't change yourself for me. 
And don't ask me to change for you. 
The only changes I'll make is your facial parts, if you ask me to change myself for you.
that will NEVER happen. Unless I've gone crazy or truly in love with you.
I.m not those kind of slut, I don't change for anyone and I don't want anyone to change coz of me.
I keep my style you keep yours. 
I will like you for who you are, not what you are when you're around me.
Please, I beg you, don't be a hypocrite.
You might think that you liked me now, but you'll realize I was the wrong one after all.

!!!!!!!

wow it has been a long time!!

feels like a thousand years~

my life is gonna change soon~

i'll tell you something~

last few days i was in the class~~

and it was a really gloomy day~

so you can tell it was really sleepy.....

and it was a really boring class....

so.. i was staring at my book....

and i was pretending to listen......

then the book started to go blur...

and the book started glowing white lights.....

i was shocked, but i was so attracted to the light...

the light was callling me to enter.....

then everything around me has gone black,

there was a light infront of me.....

sucking me into it....

suddenly i saw that guy's face....

oh my goodness!!

this guy died long ago...

i dreamt about him and then he died in my dream.....

alright we talked for a long time...

i don't know what have we talked.....

but after a while he said that he has to go~~

but he was very nice~

he said that he would send me to my door step~

so when i open the door,

i came back to the class......

it was a short trip~~

but i hope that i could see him again~

my god!!

 was i dreaming??

or i was like transported to another dimension???

anyway~

that was my day~

Just kiddin

I can't believe that I made a kid cry ~??
Well, he firstly he wasn't crying,
Secondly, he was not a kid he was like 6 grader.
Maybe 12 or 13 years old~~
I really don't know what made him cried~
He was crying when I saw him,
But after I tried to calm him down he started crying louder!!
All I said was: if you are not gonna stop crying , I'm gonna ask the boogie man to eat you.
Is that bad???
Well I admit that I'm not that good at baby sitting.
I sat on a kid once, when I was babysitting for the first time.
I thought baby sitting literally meant sitting on a baby or kid~~
My bad~><
Any way , I'm not going to school tomorrow,
Gonna kick back and relax!

Let me go my way

I can't believe what you said to me~~
Because of you I'm having a bad bad day.
It's time to have it my way!
Don't take it personally,
But if you do, it's ok~
Just years before, I was just a kid~
Enjoying my life playing all the way~
But why am I here now ?
I don't have to see you face~
And I don't live to PLEASE you~
So from right now ,
Let me just say please let go of me!