The Passion To Kill

Why are there so many stubborn people around me?

especially in the school..

if I am the principal, the school will be a graveyard..

with loads of dead people....

Well this few days,

there's a big commotion going on in the school..

i couldn't do anything accept to keep as far away as possible..

but by possible, 

i was just into that dumb commotion....

i dun mind...

since it has been a long time since i stirred things up..

so maybe it would remind me of how i got into trouble when i was a kid...

it could hook up some of my primary school memories....

well i dun wanna write much actually, 

not in a mood to write.....

i'll probably update in a few days.....

or after that girl regrets that she was born in this world....

and i assume that would be pretty fast....

GOOD LUCK TO ME!!

IF SHE DECIDED TO PLAY IT THE HARD WAY, SHE WILL BE DEAD MEAT....

BUT IF SHE WANTS TO PLAY IT THE EASIER WAY,

LIKE GET THIS OVER AND CONTINUE STUDYING THEN IT WOULD BE EASIER...

I WOULD CHOOSE THE EASIER WAY,

WELL MY EXCUSE IS I NEED TO STUDY...(not a very good excuse though cause i don't study)

WELL WATEVA IT IS...

I HOPE THAT MY BRAIN IS STILL WORKING!!

TO WORK UP SOME EVIL SCHEME....

HAHAHAHAHA....(evil laugh)

I'm With You (Avril lavigne)

I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waiting in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now There's nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but there's no sound Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you I'm looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everything's a mess and no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you

oh why is everything so confusing maybe I'm just out of my mind yea yea yea  It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you Take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you I'm with you Take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you I'm with you I'm with you...

Little Poem

LITTLE DROPS OF WATER

LITTLE GRAINS OF SAND

MAKES THE MIGHTY OCEAN

AND THE PLEASANT EARTH

LITTLE DEEDS OF KINDNESS

LITTLE WORDS OF LOVE

IS A START TO A PEACEFUL WORLD

Crazy People, Nice Weather

It's about midnight,

but it is raining outside.

Here i am, sitting by the window,

listening to the rain.

drip,drip,drip...

it is quite calm to hear the steady dripping of the rain drops.

calms my nerves down.

It sounds like fairytale or those movie.

but i can't beleive,

i am like looking myself from the outside of my body..

i'm sitting calmly by the window.

i may looks calm on the outside,

but my heart is thumping crazily, it's gonna jump out of my body any sec.

this is another story.

well if you wanna know,

maybe in 2 more days.

in the next post.

i was thinking about everything i did in school,

before this holiday..

i thought about tricking people,

and it came out perfect.

i dun know that my friends know i'm tricking other frens.

but i know i'm cruel or evil or mean..

but it's just fun..

And I know that it is me who got u into trouble all along.

I have no idea at all.

how could someone be jealous?

i have nothing to admire of.

no one has been envy of me.

i don't know that my friends are right or not.

but they say that someone is actually jealous.

but i have no idea what is she jealous of?

i know it sounds silly,

but i really have NO IDEA AT ALL...

i'm not that smart i know for sure.

and my results aren't the best.

and my brain just works for thinking the mean stuff.

well anyway,

since i'm the one who got you in trouble.

then maybe it is me to take the responsibility,

i think

that the main cause is that i was getting too friendly to you.

and maybe even talking to you more often.

i can sense that u don't want to chat with me.

trough sms, or msn.

so maybe you're correct.

and i will not talk to you.

even though i need some infomation about something...

i won't even talk to you with my own mouth.

i'll ask someone to help me ask.

even if i can't trust that person.

it is always better than talking to you face-to-face.

the rain is going to stop soon.

and i am going to make a PROMISE to MYSELF.

that after this rain,

i'm not going to talk to you.

i have to control myself.

I, JOY LIM HAVE SWEAR THAT I'LL NEVER TALK TO YOU.

AFTER TODAY, IT IS OVER.

NO RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN U AND ME.