i didn't mean it

i didn't mean to ruin your lunch or whatsoever that i couldn't care..
but so far all this shit that has been bothering me,
is getting too much~
i'm getting too numb to take care of all this~
if i could just let go of something~
just one thing~
but ofcourse one is exam and the other is you~
can't you see that you're smothering me?
i'm becoming so tired,
so much more aware~
every step that i take,
is another mistake i make~
every second i waste,
is more than i can take~~
i can't posibly let go of my test and exams~
but i also can't let go of you!!!
TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO??

but i've become so numb~
until i can't feel you there~

other than that~
yesterday~
Ms Jane Dino n me went to lunch~
and Mr Johnny came~
It was quite weird though
but i enjoyed it~

special thanks to:
Ms Jane Dinosor
Mr Johnny

I FREAKING HATE THIS WORLD!!!!!!
JUST HOPE THAT I CAN THROW EVERYTHING AWAY!!!!
AND LIVE MY PRECIOUS LIFE PEACEFULY!
JUST DON'T BOTHER ME!!
UNTIL ALL MY FREAKING EXAMS ARE ALL OVER!!!!!!

DO YOU GET THAT, WORLD??!!!!!!