I hate you

this word i've been meaning to tell many people.
but
i still can't say it~
why?
coz i think i still have some feelings left somewhere
i'm not all cold blooded.
juz going to be
i've sworn not to say anything bout it
but all i can tell is that
today is a very hateful day
firstly,
all my exams fail
then,
i have to live my rest of the year with a person
i mentally dislike.
u can call me wateva names u all like.
but as long as my brain is still working,
i'll never forgive you!!
if you are readin my blog.
i'm tellling you!!
 it is u!

later in the afternoon,
i was suppose to attend a meeting.
but i'm really sorry for leaving suddenly.
cause if not i'll not b able to get home on time.
besides all these~
i'm really lookin forward to the day we go and have
FUN!!!
really need a good rest~
i just can't believe it~
i really did put in my hardwork.
but all it did was just became worst!
i really dont understand how the logic works.
first,
people studies, get good grades.(most of them)
people who don't study, get bad grades.(some of them)
so i decided to study!
wateva~
mayb my brain is really not meant for studying..
or maybe those subjects just isn't my type...
it could even be my DNAs are not use to studying...
or else it's my...
i really can't think of any reasons,
why i got a bad grade even though i studied..
JUST REALLY DON'T GET IT...
god's really unfair...
but come to think of it...
god treats everyone unfair...
doesn't that makes god fair?