You little slutty b*tch

I know that you are single~
But please get your slutty little finger of him!
Even though he is not near me~
That doesn't even mean you can touch him~
I believe that he will be clear enough to see that
I F*CKin HATE YOU!!!
Just like my friend says~
I don't like tha one I like to like the one that I dislike,
And I dislike the one whom I dislike to like the one i like!
So get your freaking bitchy whore liked face and body away from him!

华语的~

我已经很久没有用华文来写了~
如果作文问题卷格式像blog~
我觉得应该可以拿高分一点的咯~
果然很难写~~
你们真的很厉害写的咯~
华文的~
华文的~
华文的~
真地很累啊~~~
人生最遥远的距离~
是~
你要回到家的时候才发现家外面有夜市~
要退后又太迟，要前进又堵车~
这时候是最令人讨厌的~~
真是很闷得一天啊~~~
我们在看鬼戏，又要看教务主任有没有巡楼。。
我觉得这样还比在看的鬼戏刺激~
好像自己活在什么逃难电影里~~
自己突然变成了罪人~

还有今天有某人说自己的眼皮很美~~~
我想说~你在说那句的时候~我真的是刚好咳嗽~不是要酸你~~
真地是在咳嗽~~
还有~~请眼皮小姐~不用做我地代言人~我每那么出名到需要一个代言人~~
也不用帮我宣传~~谢谢~~这些宣传费等你需要我会慢慢补回给你的~
就等着你和有路吧~~

路是人走出来的~
哪里里有人~哪里就有路~
我今天真地很给脸了~~~
写了几么长的一篇~~

please let go of me

the guilt in my heart is eating me out!

sorry~

i know i'm not suppose to...

but~

i didn't know why i acted that way...

i guess not seeing you means hard time!

i'm sorry~

i promise you i have no feeling for her~

please just let me go~

i don't wanna let my feelings pull you down....

there will be a better person waiting for you....

just not me...

just know that you will always be part of my heart....

so can someone take this guilt out of my heart!!!

it is making me suffocate!!

something in my eye may let you think that we're a thing~

but~

i'll let her go~

if you could just take me in~

i'm gonna end up with you no matter how~

leaving the others behind....

i just want a simple life...

a person i like with me....

i like you...but it's not natural....

i know some might say we're a weird couple...

i won't care what people say~

i'll just make sure you are happy and that's all~

i don't care what they think~

i don't care what they say~

just we are who we are!

i thought that we were fine....

but i know that i've been such a jerk~

i can't even admit that we're together....

i know that i've broken a few promise....

i'll pay it back just as soon as we make things clear between us~

and you and i~ will be official~~

for once can i get a less complicated life!

please just give me some time~

don't leave me~

i know we are gonna have a quite happy ending~

cause people are learning to accept~~

i'll try....

i think that i've already had enough of it!
and this is the last time!
i think that life is too short for this~
and i want back my ignorance and bliss!!!!
give it back please!
i can't give a reason for me to be me!
i'll do what i want and what i please!
whatever i love i'll do it!
you will pay for all your sins!
and i'll make sure that karma f*ck you up~
i'll be eating pop corns and drinking soda...
while watching karma fu*k you....
you'll be serve what you deserve!!!!!
our lives are like a movie....without background music & rehearsal...
sometimes it's a comedy...
sometimes it's a f*cking horror movie....
but most of the time...
we are all just sitting on see-saw...
we've had our ups and down.....
and i try to keep myself up!!!
i try hard!!!
just to push me up!!!!
keep me up!!
push everything away!!
i'm always right at every wrong thing~~
is that right or wrong??
SOMEBODY TELL ME!!

i think....

first of all....
i would like to say sorry for those who got scolding....
although one of them did not belong to my group...
but you are however consider my responsibility.... 
i know exactly how you all feel that time....
and i am also not having a great time...
even though i'm just temporary....
but you all are still with me.....under my umbrella....
but i'm so sorry that i didn't stood up for you all that time....
he was just so out of control....
and at that time nothing i say or do would calm him down....
so...
i will promise you all that i won't just sit there and let him keep scolding you all....
i'm really sorry for not standing up for you all that time....
i can say that i'm really pissed of that time...
and i'm sure i can't keep myself cool....
when i'm f*cking angry,
anything i say will sound rude and sarcastic....
( i think you all know that)
so just not to mess things up...
i chose to keep quite and finish him up later.....
i hope you all understand....
I CAN PROMISE YOU,
IT WON'T JUST END LIKE THIS!
THIS WILL NOT BE THE ENDING....
I MUST HAVE THE LAST LAUGH!
i will do something....
i will take this problem out and discuss it with the whole group.....
that.... 
I WILL TAKE CARE OF MY OWN GROUP AND ANYTHING TO DO WITH MY GROUP!!!
THIS IS MY GROUP, I'M IN CHARGE, AND WHEN I DON'T THINK IT IS A BIG DEAL, NO ONE CAN SAY IT IS A BIG DEAL!!!
I WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU GET THIS CLEAR!
MY GROUP, MY PROBLEM, MY STYLE TO SOLVE!
I CHOOSE TO SOLVE OR NOT TO SOLVE!
AND THAT IS MY CHOICE!

and secondly,
to the guy who scolded my group.....
thanks for your concern of MY GROUP....
but....
as you know PLEASE LET ME TAKE CARE OF IT!
coz IT IS MY GROUP!!! NOT YOURS!!!
JUST TAKE CARE OF YOU OWN GROUP AND LEAVE MINE ALONE!!!
i don't wanna use the kind of words here.....
and my momma told me not to....
so i won't...
but please, if you come poking your nose in my group again....
i'll make sure you DON'T find your nose!
DO YOU UNDERSTAND??!!

feelings~

sometimes after i read them~
i feel like u think you are the one left out~
but do you know how it hurts when you talk about someone~
and i was standing there like air~~
like i'm just a ghost floating by~
i am worst than a ghost~
atleast you get scared of ghost~
but i'm just like dust....
you don't need dust but they are just everywhere~
and you say they are just useless~

after you moved away~
i feel like we are so long apart~
we don't have things in common anymore~
you talk to her~
and i don't know how~
every time~ you are with your gang,
and she's with another gang~
and i'm with my table~ just staring at it~
i fit no where~ i really don't know what you are talking about anymore~~

you say you helped her~
but when i join in~
you just say that i'm just blocking your way~

you know what?
i don't mind what you think about me~
but just tell me, okay?
tell it to me~not everybody else...
it's about me...and i'm d only one who doesn't know~~~
it's funny~

i just listen to people who are important to me~...
other than that i don't care~~
i am only responsible for what i say...
but if you are a friend to me.... if you have known me for over 3 years~
yes you are my close friend...
and as a friend i would like to know what's going on with your life~~~
i just don't know what reaction should i give...
it's not like i have emoticons to choose after listening to what you say~~~
i have just a little bit more expression than Kristen Stewart....
so please~
if you feel like i'm leaving you out~
come back in~
and if you feel like leaving me out~
please may I go in??

i guess it's ok

just trying to do something for you....
i still can't get my mind off you....
in my mind you will always be the perfect one....
well, not as perfect as i thought...
cause you are not with me...
if you are with me...
it would be just Perfect.....
i know it is wrong to see you when i'm with someone...
but after seeing you,
i know that we click....
we match....
you know what i'm saying, i know what you are trying to say...
just staring at your pictures makes my day better....
and i just can't wait to see you again....
i hope that we could just enjoy the time we spend together...
enjoy each other...
enjoy the air, the surrounding...
enjoy your voice, like the angels singing....
i'm coming soon.......
just wait... in no time.... we will see each other... just like tomorrow...

like how i have colored my boring text...
you have colored my life...
made my life more exiting...
you were always there when i needed you...
like a ray of sun after a heavy rain...
making me laugh after my whole tiring day...
you complete my day...
you are like the Ellen in my life.... 
you send me to bed with a smile on my face...

Gosh! would you just....

sometimes when you are freaking mad,
you would just wish that people just leave you alone.
but sometimes you would just hope that they come and comfort you,
and when they don't, you get even madder...
well, things like that happen.

let me tell you something i like.
i like asking people things,
when i already know the answer,
just to see if they are lying.
when i know they are lying..
i'll hate them..
and in my heart i'll keep repeating 
you freaky liar, lying your butt off like it's your butt....
anything they do starts to look annoying....
cause when you hate someone,
you automatically block them off....
well there's one friend of mine....
who is like this....

and other times,
i hate it when we're talking...
and someone ignores me...
than they turn back around and asks:" are you talking to me?"
no.... i'm talking to my pen..

i always hope that people would just be them...
and not some fakers.... 
i don't be friend with you cause you are cool or rich or pretty...
you are my friend cause you are just as silly as me..
i don't care if you are black, white or beige,
gay, straight, bi, Lesbian, or transgendered 
as long as we click..
you are my friend..
you just have to be yourself.....

cause babe you were born this way!!!