feelings~

sometimes after i read them~
i feel like u think you are the one left out~
but do you know how it hurts when you talk about someone~
and i was standing there like air~~
like i'm just a ghost floating by~
i am worst than a ghost~
atleast you get scared of ghost~
but i'm just like dust....
you don't need dust but they are just everywhere~
and you say they are just useless~

after you moved away~
i feel like we are so long apart~
we don't have things in common anymore~
you talk to her~
and i don't know how~
every time~ you are with your gang,
and she's with another gang~
and i'm with my table~ just staring at it~
i fit no where~ i really don't know what you are talking about anymore~~

you say you helped her~
but when i join in~
you just say that i'm just blocking your way~

you know what?
i don't mind what you think about me~
but just tell me, okay?
tell it to me~not everybody else...
it's about me...and i'm d only one who doesn't know~~~
it's funny~

i just listen to people who are important to me~...
other than that i don't care~~
i am only responsible for what i say...
but if you are a friend to me.... if you have known me for over 3 years~
yes you are my close friend...
and as a friend i would like to know what's going on with your life~~~
i just don't know what reaction should i give...
it's not like i have emoticons to choose after listening to what you say~~~
i have just a little bit more expression than Kristen Stewart....
so please~
if you feel like i'm leaving you out~
come back in~
and if you feel like leaving me out~
please may I go in??