Did I ever liked you?

Why did i ever like you?
What did I see?
Whatever I've seen must be and illusion,
Some kind of tricks on me.
I never liked u before.
Maybe there was, but it was like few thousand years ago.
That time I was young and stupid.
That time, I would wish nothing but for you to be with me.
Now, I would wish nothing for you to leave me.
I know now that I can't stand being tide to someone,
I can't stand to lose my freedom.
You may say that I'm stupid or anything else, or even selfish.
But the point is,
I was YOUNG and STUPID that time.
But now, i'm not selfish, I just put myself first in everything.
It's not that I hate you.
Just need my space.
I now know that you are not the one for me,
And I really miss the time I was free.
Oh no, I'm sounding like some people in those old movies.
Look!
I don't care who you were playing with or talking with or sleeping with.
I just made that sound like I care, but In fact I think that she's not even up to my standard.
I think that you should lower your standards for people like her.
Cause, don't you get it?
You failed once, and this time you nearly succeed. But in the end you failed too.
So, this proves that you are still not ready for my kind of standard.
You think you understand me.
But do you really?  Please don't change yourself for me. 
And don't ask me to change for you. 
The only changes I'll make is your facial parts, if you ask me to change myself for you.
that will NEVER happen. Unless I've gone crazy or truly in love with you.
I.m not those kind of slut, I don't change for anyone and I don't want anyone to change coz of me.
I keep my style you keep yours. 
I will like you for who you are, not what you are when you're around me.
Please, I beg you, don't be a hypocrite.
You might think that you liked me now, but you'll realize I was the wrong one after all.