I'm not too shy to show I love you.
I got no regret.
So if you are ready just come and get me.
but take note I won't wait for you forever.
no matter how much you say you love some one.
but you know you won't wait for them for your whole life.
you'll soon forget about her when you meet someone who loves you.
i love it when I know that I'm your whole world.
but when you start moving on, I hate it.
I just want to ask you a question,
why did you broke up with me? then you want me back?
well if you don't answer me it's ok.
but just to let you know,
when you left me there to bleed
then you stick a knife back in to stop bleeding.
i met a better person.
but i know that nothing will last.
i'm just gonna cherish everything.
before some asshole comes around and ruin everything.
so fuck you, who said that you'll do anything for me.
i was supposed to be in a camp for 4 days, but i cant stand it anymore.
my head hurts like a thousand of marching band inside my head.
my arms ache like i'm carrying thousands of stone.
and the first night i think i encounter paranormal activity.
i was really freaked out.
so the next day i left, because i cant take it anymore.
just for the record i hate that teacher.
i saw my old friends there.
but it's just sad that we have became strangers.
we used to hang out together.
go swimming and have a drink.
but now it's just sad that all we have was gone.
looks like we've all grown up and have our own life...
we walked passed each other like strangers on the street.
not even a smile or a glance was exchange.
she was chatting with her friends,
and i was busy updating my facebook status.
that very awkward yet strange feeling.
any way just really sad about it.
i was really looking forward to this camp.
i also met my ex...
and he is still cute, girls still buzz around him like bees and honey...
well to think that i was once a bee around him too.
but now, i've grown wiser.
i sent him a message and i wish he'd reply.
but you know, the higher you get your hopes up, the bigger the disappointment will be.
i'm trying to act like nothing happened though.
guess i'm not very wise to do that....
that's all about the camp.
tomorrow i'm going to a coffee house to meet an old friend.
she's flying in from Paris and we're meeting up.
i don't know how long this friendship will last.
even friends who have known each other for the whole life end up being strangers.
that is sad.....
well,
i'll cherish the time we have together while it still last.
