tired of being left out

i was supposed to be in a camp for 4 days, but i cant stand it anymore.
my head hurts like a thousand of marching band inside my head.
my arms ache like i'm carrying thousands of stone.
and the first night i think i encounter paranormal activity.
i was really freaked out.
so the next day i left, because i cant take it anymore.
just for the record i hate that teacher.

i saw my old friends there.
but it's just sad that we have became strangers.
we used to hang out together.
go swimming and have a drink.
but now it's just sad that all we have was gone.
looks like we've all grown up and have our own life...
we walked passed each other like strangers on the street.
not even a smile or a glance was exchange.
she was chatting with her friends,
and i was busy updating my facebook status.
that very awkward yet strange feeling.
any way just really sad about it.

i was really looking forward to this camp.
i also met my ex...
and he is still cute, girls still buzz around him like bees and honey...
well to think that i was once a bee around him too.
but now, i've grown wiser.
i sent him a message and i wish he'd reply.
but you know, the higher you get your hopes up, the bigger the disappointment will be.
i'm trying to act like nothing happened though.
guess i'm not very wise to do that....

that's all about the camp.
tomorrow i'm going to a coffee house to meet an old friend.
she's flying in from Paris and we're meeting up.
i don't know how long this friendship will last.
even friends who have known each other for the whole life end up being strangers.
that is sad.....

well,
i'll cherish the time we have together while it still last.