do you know that my mood actually depends on you?
i get so frustrated when you treat me coldly,
i get so sad when you just reply a 'k'.
i get so angry when you start flirting around.
but you know,
just by using a smiley face,
you can instantly put back the smile on my face.
just by talking to me,
you make my brains go crazy.
just by calling me,
even just for a short talk,
you'll put butterflies in my stomach.
just by looking at me or smiling at me,
you make my heart stop.
I love you,
but I love me more.
that is why i choose to not reply you.
i am afraid that one day,
you might not reply me,
you might not say goodbye to me,
you might not send me home,
you might not save a seat for me,
you might not put smiley faces again~
i'd rather let you think i'm the bad one.
i'd rather just let our conversations end with a smiley face.
and i'd rather let our last meeting end by you waving bye from your car.
