:) :( :) :( :)

do you know that my mood actually depends on you?

i get so frustrated when you treat me coldly,

i get so sad when you just reply a 'k'.

i get so angry when you start flirting around.

but you know,

just by using a smiley face,

you can instantly put back the smile on my face.

just by talking to me,

you make my brains go crazy.

just by calling me,

even just for a short talk,

you'll put butterflies in my stomach.

just by looking at me or smiling at me,

you make my heart stop.

I love you,

but I love me more.

that is why i choose to not reply you.

i am afraid that one day,

you might not reply me,

you might not say goodbye to me,

you might not send me home,

you might not save a seat for me,

you might not put smiley faces again~

i'd rather let you think i'm the bad one.

i'd rather just let our conversations end with a smiley face.

and i'd rather let our last meeting end by you waving bye from your car.