Homeostasis

Definition of homeostasis is the property of a system in which variables are regulated so that internal conditions remain stable and relatively constant.
Plain English means to keep things the way it is....
I was sick and tired of my life in high school.... I wanted nothing but to leave that god forsaken place....and go somewhere....but I knew that if I left there...my friends and I are soon gonna be distance.... I try very hard to go back to meet them....because after awhile you'll start to miss those people.....
I got my wish... I left that place....where everything starts to turn ugly (u can read about it in last few post).... anyway, the point is I left.
I venture to a whole new foreign land alone.... Where I thought I could finally fit in.... A place where English was spoken everyday and everywhere... And I was kinda happy.... And also excited... I got to choose my own subject.... Something which I wanted badly since primary school...... I also got choose my own timing...like when to attend which class.... I met a few friends.... Which weren't very close... But, in a land where everything is new.. You would want somebody to be by your side.... Well..... Apparently, my friends which I have found has the same characteristic as my high school friends...we communicate in mandarin.... They listen to K-pop.... They watch Korean drama.... 
I guess somethings are meant to be.... I also did met a bunch of foreign friends.... Egyptian, Europeans, Arabian,Koreans and a lot of bananas..... But i felt more at ease when I'm with those K loving people.... Surprisingly... I know who and what they were talking about...
Not everything can stay unchanged....
I changed...
I realized that... I don't talk that much... I smile a lot more.... I laugh a lot too ( sometimes not sincerely)....and something that teachers have been trying to change for all these years in school... I'm more humble now....because I don't talk that much anymore....I guess...
I also met someone who let me realized how it feels talking to myself... The way and everything... Now I know how people feel when they talk to me.... I realized what a mess I was last time.... And the people who loved me or have a crush on me that time was the bravest of all...because you loved me and sacrifice for me when I was in my worst...and all I can say is.. You are a brave guy...I'll always remember u.. And of course you deserved better....
Other than that.... The classes here are still ok.... I bet if my friends came here, they'd laugh their asses off....cause everything here is a piece of cake to them....and I can honestly say that I have the smartest friend during high school.....even those which I always call them retards.... You guys make the people here look like kindergarten.......
Anyway.... I'm looking forward to everything.... I hope you guys are still well.... And I hope that we could meet up again.... And tell me all about the things that have been going on in the school....shocking news , gossips and things that I've missed out....