All pain no gain

We are just actors in the movies we direct and produce... Well not so much in production cause that is our parents job... We are just the script writers, hairstylist and basically everything else.... 

Every movie has its climax and plot.. Some characters you cant decide.... But some you can.... You can decide to let this person be in your life or you could just kick them out of your movie.... You can decide how big their role is.... But you cant decide how they play their role....however you could decide how you want to play your character..... Protagonist or antagonist.... It depends on the chapter you're at....

But now, im just a little character in my own story.... I have big decisions to make.... Which nobody seems to be able to help me.... Both my closest characters are giving me a hard time.... They say that they are supportive but they didn't know the amount  of stress they are putting on me..... There comes a time when i just want to leave everything... At first I'm glad for the plot twist in my story... I was like something exciting is happening but little did i know that plot twists comes with more script changes and more unexpected errors to face..... 

I'm really stressed because of this plot twist and because the characters are out of their mind....I have the thought of just tearing my script in to pieces..... Because thats how i feel right now....I'm torn into two pieces..... Between the one that I'm probably gonna spend the rest of my life and the other which has raised me up for the pass few years..... Both wants me to be theirs and i want to be theirs but..... How?????!!!