After looking through my old posts,
There is a one year gap suddenly.
But I do realize a trend.
Most of my post are about how I don't feel like I fit in to any groups and being left out
Till now I still can't figure out why.
Teenager problems?
I guess but maybe not
I have tried changing myself to the point where I can be who ever I want depending on who I am with
till I have lost my own character.
When I finally stop pretending around people I feel that we are totally different and I start to drift away
and that leads to them not inviting me for shits.
I am not odd for not being able to mix with people.
I just don't know why it takes so much effort for me to socialize around.
and I don't know when will all those quotes about friendships apply to me.
I'm just tired of making friends and thinking we can really be friends
then it turns out they were just pretending to be your friends
and they secretly hate your guts
I'm really tired of trying to find for people that can clique and worrying bout how they will see you.
#teenagerprobs
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