Bad Friend

Do I consider as a bad friend?

Is it me or everyone?

Am I going crazy?

I thought it was a great idea,

it should be a great idea,

but it didn't work.

How would it work?

I thought I always have an idea.

but sadly, this time I don't have any idea this time.

I'm not smart in homeworks or activites or anything.

The only thing that I hope that i'm good is organizing something.

I don't know who planed not to talk to her.

But I played along, because...

this few days I felt that no one notice that I even exist.

I was just glad that someone remember to inform me about something.

I felt relieve that some one remembers me.

Few weeks ago I felt that no one cares bout me.

I almost believe that I do not exist.

I was, like, no one in this world.

I was nobody.

Maybe I should change my name to Nobody Lim.

At least I have a name.

Maybe i was too selfish,

or watever.

I was really selfish,

I know i was always selfish,

that is why i don't have brothers and sister.

I needed ATTENTION!!

NO ONE IS GIVING ME ATTENTION!

I HATE IT!

WHEN I WAS JUST NEXT TO THEM, AND WHEN I ASK SOMETHING I HAVE TO SHOUT TO GET THEIR ATTENTION!!

IT MADE ME WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

Complicated(Avril Lavigne)

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else

gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty

and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

My World (Avril Lavigne)

Please tell me what is taking place,
Cause I can't seem to find a trace,
Guess it must've got erased somehow,
Probably cause I always forget,
Everytime someone tells me their name,
It's always gotta be the same.
(In my World)
Never wore cover-up,
Always beat the boys up,
Grew up in a 5000 population town,
Made my money by cutting grass,
Got fired by fried chicken ass,
All in a small town, Napanee.

You know I always stay up without sleepin',
And think to myself,
Where do I belong forever,
In whose arms, the time and place?

[Chorus:]
Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend?

I'm off again in my World

I never spend less than an hour,
Washin' my hair in the shower,
It always takes 5 hours to make it straight,
So I'll braid it in a zillion braids,
Though it may take all friggen day,
There's nothin' else better to do anyway.

When you're all alone in the lands of forever,
Lay under the milky way,
On and on it's getting too late out,
I'm not in love this time this night.

[Chorus:]
Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World

(la la la la)

Take some time,
Mellow out,
Party up,
But don't fall down,
Don't get caught,
Sneak out of the house.

[Chorus:]
Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World

Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World

写给心情不好的人 2 （原理）

为什么一有缺憾就拼命去补足？

100百个发夹，就像是完美圆满的人生，少了一个发夹，这个圆满就有了缺憾：但正因缺憾，未来就有了无限的转机，无限的可能性，何尝不是一件值得高兴的事！

人生不可免的缺憾，你怎样面对呢？

逃避不一定逃得过，

面对不一定最难受，

孤单不一定不快乐，

得到不一定能长久，

失去不一定不在有，

转身不一定最软弱，

别急著说比无选择，

别以为世上只有对和错。

许多事情的答案都不是只有一个。

所以，我们永远都有路可以走。

你能找个理由难过，你也一定能找到快乐的理由。

懂得放心的人找到轻松，

懂得遗忘的人找到自由，

懂得关怀的人找到朋友，

天冷不是冷，心寒才是寒。

人的长大伴侣随著一些失落，人的成熟附带著一些伤痕。

好在有希望这东西，你总还可以去等；

好在人与人之间，距离产生美感；

好在生命理，快乐比痛苦多；

好在这个世界，还有很多美丽；

好在当你成熟的时候，你还不算一无所有。

写给心情不好的人 1

有一个国王，他有7个女儿，这7位美丽的国公主是国王的骄傲。她们那一头乌黑亮丽的长发远近皆知。所以国王送给她们每人100个漂亮的发家。

有一天早上，大公主醒来，一如往常地用发夹整理她的秀发，却发现少了一个发夹，于是他偷偷地到了二公主的房里，拿走了一个发夹。

而公主发现少了一个发夹，编导三公主房里拿走一个发夹；三公主发现少了一个发夹，也偷偷地拿走四公主的一个发夹；四公主如法炮制拿走了五公主的发夹; 五公主一样拿走了刘公主的发夹；六公主只好拿走七公主的发夹。

于是，七公主的发夹只剩下999个。

隔天，领国英俊的王子忽然来到皇宫，他对国王说：“昨天我养的百灵鸟叼回了一个发夹，我想这一定是属于公主们的，而这也真是一种奇妙的缘分，不晓得是那位公主掉了发夹？”

公主们听到了这件事都在心里想说：“是我掉的。是我掉的。”

可是头上明明完整的别著100个发夹，说一都懊恼得很，却说不出。

只有七公主走出来说：“我掉了一个发夹。”

话才说完，一头披阿梁的长头发因为少了一个发夹，全部披散了下来，王子不由得看呆了。

故事的结局，当然是王子以公主从此一起过著幸福快乐的日子。

Because, We

He can't think of anything to make her laugh anymore.

The only thing he can do to make her laugh is to let her go.

He open up his palm, and watch her fly away with the wind.

Knowing that by doing this, she could be happy even though he will be losing her.

Losing everything. But who cares? As long as she is happy.

This is the first time, he lost something and felt happiness.

This doesn't mean he don't love, but the love is already expanding.

He told his friend, I'm not going to love anymore.

I'm too tired, very tired, I just want to live a normal day.

He change non stop, like this, he won't be able to love anyone.

And he will live his life with a dog until he is old.

"Be strong! How could you let go your right to love someone just like that?" said his friend.

"But do you know, the ones that have been abandon will be sad.The first to leave may not be can't feel the pain..." he replied in a sad voice.

They said no more then.

The picture of her smiling a sweet smile, the picture of her laughing. Floated trough his head. Again and again. He wonder where would she be now?

When the love ends, the stars will still shine, the one who cried isn't the one to pity, the abandon memories are the one that should be pitied.

You tried so hard to create good memories with your partner, but in the end, it is the most painful scar in your memories.

to be continue...

My World is Crumpling

Crumbling into little pieces.

Till now, I'm still not sure what could i do.

Study? Don't even think about that.

Sports? what sports? basketball? volleyball? football? 

Not that I could think of anymore.. I can't play rugby or baseball in Malaysia.

Don't even say in Malaysia.

If there are people playing in Malaysia. I dun even think I could.

Not only I think that I can't..some people says it's just a waste of time.

Acting? I thought I could. and my vision is going to Hollywood.

But eventually, my friend who wished that she was a writer, got into the play before i was in.

And I don't need to think any further than this..

cause i even get stage fright acting in front of my friends.

Singing? i'm worst than a toad..I don't sing cause I'm scared to break the windows.

Dancing? I look like a hippopotamus wearing a too-too jumping crazily on the stage.

What else could I do?? Few minutes ago, I realise there is nothing i could do..

The more i think bout it,

now i felt like MY WORLD IS NOT CRUMBLING TO PIECES..

IT IS CRUMBLING INTO SMALL LITTLE TINY BITS. 

IT IS SO MANY TINY BITS, I CAN'T EVEN POSSIBLE TO FIND ALL WITH MY WHOLE LIFE.

THIS IS MY LIFE, NO ONE COULD HELP ME FIND THE MISSING BITS.

I'LL SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE FINDING THIS AND THAT, 

AND FORGOT ABOUT MY BIGGEST VISION -- GOING TO HOLLYWOOD..