My World is Crumpling

Crumbling into little pieces.

Till now, I'm still not sure what could i do.

Study? Don't even think about that.

Sports? what sports? basketball? volleyball? football? 

Not that I could think of anymore.. I can't play rugby or baseball in Malaysia.

Don't even say in Malaysia.

If there are people playing in Malaysia. I dun even think I could.

Not only I think that I can't..some people says it's just a waste of time.

Acting? I thought I could. and my vision is going to Hollywood.

But eventually, my friend who wished that she was a writer, got into the play before i was in.

And I don't need to think any further than this..

cause i even get stage fright acting in front of my friends.

Singing? i'm worst than a toad..I don't sing cause I'm scared to break the windows.

Dancing? I look like a hippopotamus wearing a too-too jumping crazily on the stage.

What else could I do?? Few minutes ago, I realise there is nothing i could do..

The more i think bout it,

now i felt like MY WORLD IS NOT CRUMBLING TO PIECES..

IT IS CRUMBLING INTO SMALL LITTLE TINY BITS. 

IT IS SO MANY TINY BITS, I CAN'T EVEN POSSIBLE TO FIND ALL WITH MY WHOLE LIFE.

THIS IS MY LIFE, NO ONE COULD HELP ME FIND THE MISSING BITS.

I'LL SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE FINDING THIS AND THAT, 

AND FORGOT ABOUT MY BIGGEST VISION -- GOING TO HOLLYWOOD..