Bad Friend

Do I consider as a bad friend?

Is it me or everyone?

Am I going crazy?

I thought it was a great idea,

it should be a great idea,

but it didn't work.

How would it work?

I thought I always have an idea.

but sadly, this time I don't have any idea this time.

I'm not smart in homeworks or activites or anything.

The only thing that I hope that i'm good is organizing something.

I don't know who planed not to talk to her.

But I played along, because...

this few days I felt that no one notice that I even exist.

I was just glad that someone remember to inform me about something.

I felt relieve that some one remembers me.

Few weeks ago I felt that no one cares bout me.

I almost believe that I do not exist.

I was, like, no one in this world.

I was nobody.

Maybe I should change my name to Nobody Lim.

At least I have a name.

Maybe i was too selfish,

or watever.

I was really selfish,

I know i was always selfish,

that is why i don't have brothers and sister.

I needed ATTENTION!!

NO ONE IS GIVING ME ATTENTION!

I HATE IT!

WHEN I WAS JUST NEXT TO THEM, AND WHEN I ASK SOMETHING I HAVE TO SHOUT TO GET THEIR ATTENTION!!

IT MADE ME WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!

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