random again~

damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
damn~
i don''t know how many 'damns' i'm gonna type~
but luckly i stopped~

so~
just now~
when I was just coming back from high tea~
the rain was coming down in buckets full, cause the clouds let loose~
cat's paws of rain dotted the windshield~
echoing sound of thunder shook the car~
the whole world infront was just a big blob of blurish spots~
i told Jenna to drive slowly~
so it took us 4 hours to get back~
i rest in her hotel before dad took me home~
by then it was not raining~
thank god~

anyway~
i went to a school for interview few days ago~
still waiting for my results~
hoping that the school will still accept me~
you know~
i was thinking that it's about time~
i'll just answer any question~

just random~
so you guys know that i went to HK~
but actually I was planning to go to Switzerland again for skiing~
but~
Switzerland is not snowing and the fake snow ust melted away~
and there's no way that anyone will be able to SKI!!!
so that's why I changed plan and went to HK~

all right~
in another post~
I'll tell you who i met!!
you'll never believed it!!

cause it's christmas!!

so~
i can feel~
that most people got some christmas spirit rammed into them~
but~
i can say i got it too~

anyway~
i got a friend she visits the grave~
almost as if it was her house~
well~
yesterday i tag along too~
we went to the grave~
we passed by all the tombs~
and into a clearing just behind the cemetry~
in the middle of the clearing was an old tree~
a tree without leaves and with roots longer than a car~
she took some sandwiches and a jug of root beer~
we sat under the tree~
the moonlight shining on us~
for some might think that it is creepy~
but i thought it was calm and peacefull~
for a moment we sat there~
until a shadow loomed over us~
to my surprise~
i did not shout and ran away~
Jenna stood up and gently let the stranger sat down~
she took a slice of sandwich and passed the jug of rootbeer to him~
that guy looked at me but he did not ask anything~
for a moment our eyes met~
i saw a sparkle in his deep, bottomless eyes~
he's eyes was dark blue, but not any kind of blue~
i recognise it!
it was a blue like the gem, lapiz lazuli~
i saw a ring on his hand~
i remember Angelius gave me a ring before he left~
it was also stoned with the same gem~
before i realise, that guy left before the sun rose~
Jenna packed up~
and we left too~
Jenna did not tell me who that guy was~
i did not ask~just keep on let me think that guy was Angelius~
i miss him~
i did not know where he went or is he still on this world.

it's official!

alright!
it's official!
no need to crush anymore!
finally,
my difficult life is over~
i don't need to watch other girls flirt with you~
and become a green eye monster~
god damn happy~
but it's not who you think it is~
everything went my way today~
we went for lunch on  BOAT~
i'm happy! ofcourse!
anyway~
Elena change her mind~
so she went to Switzerland~
she said that she will meet us there~
and she brought a special friend~
i suppose it's that guy she met while she's in Malaysia~
anyway~
i reminded her that she has a competition~
but she thinks that's nothing~
she said not to worry cause her voice was better than mine~
yeah~
whatever~
ok~
time to go for a swim~
Damon should be at the pool by now~
bye for now~

冷掉~

haiz~
已开始就叹气~
看得出不是一片开心的post~

故事开始在前几天~
有位傻子打来给我~
说他是什么重案组的总督察~
然后又说~
有事要问~
我回答：问你妹！（从蛋大姐和任大姐那儿学来的）
就挂了电话~
超奇怪的~

然后~
我朋友就来了~
借他电话用~
反正这几天我都不在~
久久~
做个好心人一次~
不过我看~
他应该是回国了~

没想到~
尽然在我要去海边的时候~
下雨了！！！
无情的雨！
你还我多一天~
害我没得去冲浪~
真的是~
既然没得去~
那就换个衣去吃buffet啦~
到头在更新~

i.t.a.l.y

holiday~
so happy!!
i can finally forget all the bitches now~
and play all day long~
good news is~
i'm finally going to ITALY~
he'll be there to pick me~
and we'll be going to Switzerland together~
i'll prove to him that i'm a good skier too~

there will be a party too~
cause Damon and his brother will be there~
Damon said that he has a special present~
what could that be??

anyway~
i'm waiting for the car~
so~~~
good bye for now~

JUZ SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS

Oh~

I'm sorry~

I've forgotten that i ONLY exist,

when you WANT something.

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well~

i'm sorry too~

i ain't RIHANNA,

i don't LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE.

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FACT:
80% of HIGH SCHOOL love~
does NOT LAST~

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

if you like 2 guys at the same time~

choose the second one~

coz~
if you really like the first one~

you would never have liked the second one~

><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>

there are moments in my life~

that i'll always remember~
not because they're Important~
it's because~
u're THERE~

`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`

when karma comes back~

and punch you in the face~

i wanna be there~

just in case it needs help~

o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o

GOOD ADVISE:
don't mess with me~
coz i know karate, kung fu, judo, tae kwan do, jujitsu, muay thai, boxing~
and 28 other  DANGEROUS words.

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TO YOU:

it's useless to show how much you DAMN CARE for tat SPECIAL SOMEONE,

when that person is too busy getting somebody's attention.

# # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # #

I'M SMILLING~
BUT~

YOU'RE NOT THE REASON ANYMORE~

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laughter is NOT always the best medicine,

sometimes

it's just the best disguise to hide the pain within.

I HATE EXAMS!!!!

alright~
the title is I Hate Exams~
but~
i'm not here to talk all just about how much I HATE EXAMS~
even though i REALLY HATE THEM~

actually~
today's the first day of my FREAKING big exam~
i still have 4320 mins, 72 hours, 3 days to go~
before i can really go to heaven~

last friday~
i went back to my old school~
met some friends there~
and a new boyfriend~
how weird~
but it's nice~
so thinking bout where to go this saturday~
well i think that we should go hang out~
and that is the first great idea that we both agree on~
so that's set~
we'll go hang out~

last night~
i had a freaking beautiful nightmare~
well~
it's about a boy i had a crush on last time~
i think that crush is over by now~
that's what i think~
i read on a article before~
saying that, when you dreamt bout that person u know~
means that person is thinking of you or missing you~
if that's true~
i'll be happy for my entire life~

so i'm kinda having a break from my book~
sometimes i wish that English essay exams could be more lively~
if you have no idea bout what's lively~
here are some example questions:
1) It's 1 am in the morning you are writing a blog. Write a post that you would most likely post at that time.
2) You are representing your whole class to write a complaint letter about your teacher that you hate the most to the principle.
3) If you were the principle for a day, what would you do? Will you fire all the teacher? Will you play a game with the students? Will you ignore the complaints from the parents? Write all the things that you would do, and elaborate the points to make it more interesting.
4) Write a report about how you fuck with you mate.
5) I hate _______( ants, bugs, snakes, cat etc.)

If there were this kind of questions~
i'd write a whole lot page for the teachers~
and i'd definitely ace the exam!!

well there best be some objective questions like:
you are advise to choose the best answer that suites the dialog.
21)A: You ______! Watch where you're going!
          a. FREAK               c. BASTARD
          b. BRAINLESS       d. BRAINLESS FREAK
22)B: _________! If you're so smart you won't bump into me!
          a. DAMN                c. ASS HOLE
          b. FUCK                d. IDIOT
above are all examples. not real exams questions. photo copies are allowed.

if you can answere all questions, you are a GENIUS.

DON'T WANT

话说~
今天去吃“火锅”
然后就去玩~
开心得很~

不过~
想跟你讲~
不需要躲了~
全世界的人不是瞎的~
即使他们是~
我也不是~
我有眼睛~
不过我相信~
瞎的人占不到全世界人的一半~

还有今天~
我再按的那首歌是给你的~
你自己也有按过那首~
而且还去玩level 9的~
希望你明白~

还有~
不好意思~
Ms Jane XX
没有办法吃kenny roger~
等他来~再请~

然后就是~
今天~
原本Drake是要来的~
不过真的是不幸~
在半途迷失路~
搞笑~
然后~
外婆又心脏病进了医院~
所以即使找到路了也不能来~
等下~
换了一要去那汤给Drake的外婆~
不知道好了吗~
可怜~

好了~
其实我也知道我不该这样做~
不过~
没办法了~
我都做了一半~
不可能半途而废~
会给人家笑死的~

我决定继续走我选择的路~

PR

it just sad that I have to take PMR.
well today was the second day.
everyones forgotten bout me.
well it's ok.
everyone has got their own lives.
i came back for a few period anyway.
but i realise that i choose the wrong time.
Ms Wong was in a bad mood that time.
i regreted a litle bit.

but,
there's one thing i want to say.
Just keep your eyes to yourself.
even though i like it,
when i get your attention.
but i just can't bear to see.
you are sitting with your girlfriend
but you are like alone,
your girlfriend is right next to you,
but she's talking to her friend.
she completely forgot about you.
and the friend on you left is a quiet girl.
so you have no one to talk to.
you can't turn around
cause teacher said so.

i'm happy anyway.
eventhough everyone nearly forgot me.
but,
I STILL HATE EVERYTHING!

EVERYWHERE

"tell me who you are... please?"i asked,
"..."
"fine! get lost then!"
"ok." a low voice replied
"!"
"i'm really lost."
"WHERE ARE YOU??" i can't be hearing things, can i?
"..."
"WHY DONT YOU ANSWER??!"
"Italy."
"why are you there? are you coming back? are you ok?" its reall. i'm not nuts.
"shut up."
something touched me. i turned around hoping it was you.
but, it was not,
some crazy guy acting like an italian mobster block my way.
something in this guy made me remember Tony Pajamas from The Amanda Show.
"I'm Tony Pajamas"
"Um..Mr Pajamas...u'r blockin...."
"It's pa-Jah-mez!" that guys voice boomed. it was exactly like the show. weird
"whatever." i'm dissapointed. it's not you!
i thought that maybe you were joking,when you say you were in Italy.
well since i met this loonatic guy, my hopes are all broken...
Damn this idiot!
"I'm in Italy." that nut job guy said suddenly in a low tone.
"IT IS YOU!!! YOU DUMB HEAD!"
i hugged him! it's been a long time since i have seen you
"why are you all dressed like this?"
well i didn't wait for his answer.
he went to the hotel to change.
i waited in the lobby.
and we went for dinner.

i finally found what is lost a long time ago.
this is why i was so happy today.
cause yesterday was the day i found it!!
everyone will find theirs, sooner or later.

i didn't mean it

i didn't mean to ruin your lunch or whatsoever that i couldn't care..
but so far all this shit that has been bothering me,
is getting too much~
i'm getting too numb to take care of all this~
if i could just let go of something~
just one thing~
but ofcourse one is exam and the other is you~
can't you see that you're smothering me?
i'm becoming so tired,
so much more aware~
every step that i take,
is another mistake i make~
every second i waste,
is more than i can take~~
i can't posibly let go of my test and exams~
but i also can't let go of you!!!
TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO??

but i've become so numb~
until i can't feel you there~

other than that~
yesterday~
Ms Jane Dino n me went to lunch~
and Mr Johnny came~
It was quite weird though
but i enjoyed it~

special thanks to:
Ms Jane Dinosor
Mr Johnny

I FREAKING HATE THIS WORLD!!!!!!
JUST HOPE THAT I CAN THROW EVERYTHING AWAY!!!!
AND LIVE MY PRECIOUS LIFE PEACEFULY!
JUST DON'T BOTHER ME!!
UNTIL ALL MY FREAKING EXAMS ARE ALL OVER!!!!!!

DO YOU GET THAT, WORLD??!!!!!!

許久

[一见钟情就像宇宙两块陨石撞在一块 - 没有技巧，只有运气.]

所以在多的技巧也是没用的~
我想甘愿不做了~
靠运气了~
可是如果真的是靠运气~
我就可以不用想了~
什么都做不到了~

我没有可能看着一个个跟你谈俩爱的女生离开你，
然后又来另一个~
然后再分手~
我再开心一下~
过几个月的下课~
再看你们俩一起吃饭的背影~
我已经忍无可忍~
恨不得那个女生的背影是我的~

[好人有好报]
拼音：hao ren you hao bao
解释：一句以前比较聪明的人用来骗比较笨的人的话。

我帮助有需要的人，找到它们一直在寻找的东西。
帮助他们，使他们更靠近他们的梦想。
缩短他曾经有一度认为那是一段不可能的距离。
这些不可能的事~
我都干了~
难道我不值得拥有一点好报吗？
如果你讲：我喜欢的人跟我讲话是好事~
那你希望他跟你讲：“我喜欢你..........的好朋友。”

这点我不怕告诉给你知道~
反正你都有再看~
你很贱~
还有：

[女人贱了容易赚钱，男人有钱容易很贱]

DANG IT~

well fo starters~
i got stuck in the rain for nearly 4 hours~
i'm soaking wet (well not really soaking, juz got a few splash)~
but~
i'm happy for me~
for getting such gentle yet cold blooded friend~
apparently~
some idiot i met during holiday just called me a b*tch~
luckily when i was recovering from my shock (in the middle of the rain)~
Damon came back and surprised me~
well~
i'm already in shock~but damon gave me another~
so~i'm stunt~
Damon heard what he said to me~
and caught up with him~
and~
the next scene is really grusome n not a pretty view~
i don't think i should tell~
anyway~
that guy~
eventually ended up in the hospital~
(so take notes to those who called me b*tch in my face,don't know where you're gonna end up. if lucky, u might be in the trash can otherwise the graveyard)
after thinking~
i think i'm a human after all~
how good am i to send him to the hospital after what he did to me~
i'm that good because i learnt that~

focus on the main thing,
and not on the things that made you angry.

i tried telling Damon this sense~
but he said:" he hurt you? so give me 1 good reason not to hurt him."
aww~
how sweet is that~
obviously i can't find a good reason to give him~
my Damon reminds me of the Damon in Vampires diary~
they both came out of no where (except that my Damon is not thousand years old)~
they both are kinda cold blooded~
and they are every girls dream to be with~

anyway~
i think that i should't write those sad things~
that would upset me~
just a simple question to you guys:

what kind of friends in the world would doubt their own friends??

ans: that kind are those not meant to be your friend.
(this is just a piece of advice specially to YOU)

STRUGGLE FOR PLEASURE

that was the first day we met~
you never talked to me~
but when i always turn my head up~
i will see you looking at me~
and you will turn your head away~
i tried talking to you~
but you always avoid answering me~
finally one day you told me the truth~
my heart lighted up~
i saw a sparkle inside your eyes~
but you said we could never be together~
my heart truly broke then~
i knew it was breaking~
bcoz i could feel it inside shattering like glass~
with each needle-like shard skewering flesh inside my chest~
needless to say~
it hurt~

i remember watching you leave~
farther and farther into the endless crowd of people~

every time i see you~
i begged you with my eyes~
please~
tell me why can't we be together~

i won't stop till i get the answer!

i swear!

W.A.T.E.V.A

有人说一直盯着那个人就是喜欢~

有人说一直去看那个人的PROFILE就是暗恋~

有人说没去看那个人的blog就是不关心~ 

终于到家了~

回到家的感觉真好~

坐在窗口边~

看着满天星的天空~

我又不由自主地想起了他~

干~

可以不要这样折磨我吗？

连一个假期都要这样~

头脑啊~

要考试了~

拜托装一些有用的东西~ 

其实~

今天一到的时候~

我接到电话~

要我帮忙叫设计~

设什么?

这是靠自己的，没得学的~

要学都不懂怎么教~

我拒绝了~ 

拜拜~

我要去wet了~~ 

NITELIFE!!!

我能！

假期来了！！
可是一放学就开始不好了~
炒烂的~
我真的去问：“可以载我回吗？”
我没有得到一个答案~
他还问回我一个问题~
算了~
为什么去问呢?
因为我只有3个选择~
两个是走路~
一个是坐车~什么车？lori！！！

但是~
我还是回到家了~
假期已开始~
我的时间又要调过了~
昨晚很爽~
遇到我的朋友们~

真的是~
damon 和avan 给我一个惊喜~
哈哈哈~
他们带了elena回来~
我的天啊！！！！
Elena u're back!!!!
我还以为你死了！！

好啦~
我要去睡觉了~~
晚安各位~

快

可怜的啊圆和啊蛋~~
两位借了你们的耳朵那么久~
也借了啊圆的脚~~
辛苦了~

可是~
我还是要借全世界的眼睛~
竟然有这么卑鄙的人~
这种人我还是别多说~
不值得一提~
可是我提了~
对全世界说~
你们可要相信~
你们身边/前一点的人就是这种败类~
我不会说你发桥~
因为要发桥是需要有资格和一种特定的美丽~
简直和小鸡没两样~ 发不起桥~
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然后就是~
另外一个人的故事了~~
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在上英文节的时候~
我感觉英文很想间谍~
一个字在这里的时候，是动词~
到别的地方的时后是形容词~
加了一些‘道具’后是助词~
真的很乱啊！
所以我就没听课了~

这时我就想到~ 
以前的时候~
我无意地走进了一座森林里~
感觉孤单，寂寞，无助，悲伤~
不过~
遇到你后~
我犹如听懂了鸟叫声~
从此不再寂寞~

可是我发觉~
我和你就只能像月亮和乌云般~
乌云永远在前，根本看不到在后的月亮~
我俩永隔着一层无形的臭氧层~

突然发现~
因为温室效应的帮助~
我们有机会了~
因大气层慢慢的‘破洞’~
我看到我们的希望~

回来现实了！！！！

无聊拉我~
前半段是真有这种感觉的~
可是~
温室效应那边就可能没有吧~~
真可惜~

笨，傻和蠢的故事

就在今天~
其母之的老师进了班~
照常上了课~
全不人也照常上他的课~

可是，
我想说的~
就是~
王先生~~
你知道我们其实是。。。
最笨，
最傻，
最蠢，
的那群人吗？

如果王先生以平实的态度~
少管一些班上的事~
我们就不会成为被耍的那群人了~
现在~
我们被封为~
‘最聪明当中最笨的人’
我们该笑吗？
还是该承认？

想了一会儿~
我们还真傻吖~
去的人被称为‘傻子’
反而不去的是聪明的~

这事何时能了？？

我们

也是我们

FOR ONCE

Today I don't know what to say~
but i feel like today will some how be a veery important day~
somehow, sometime, somewhere...

because FOR ONCE could you speak the truth~
i have learnt to not act like you like something~
so if i don't like something i will just say~
and if you think that i'm too straight forward~
and you think that i have to change~
well~
LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING!
i won't change~
this is the real me~
and you should learn how to handle this kind of people~
you will have to face them sooner or later~

anyway~
just to let you know~
i am feeling sympathism for you this few days~
because look at how many times you have bail on me~
and now for the first time~
you are angry?
i was about to make your head turn 360 degree~
but i have much more important things to take care~
i made a good choice not bothering you~

but it's weird that this kind of thing happened TWICE today~
d other one was my friend~
so i apologize~
but luckly she said that she's not angry with me anymore~
do you mean it??

but~
you?!
i will beat the SH*T out of your face instead~
if you reappear in my world~
i'd throw you down from 3rd floor~
let you be half dead!

FEEL THE PAIN OF PEOPLE LYING INFRONT OF YOUR FACE!!!

太烂了

有种东西叫-借口
不知道怎么了。。。
今天好像特别注意这点。。。
话说。。
今天满多人都给我看窜了。。
哈哈。。
搞不好你是其中一个。。
说真的。。
今天我有点反常。。。


这一整天。。
最烂借口奖的得主是-------江先生！！！
恭喜得主！！掌声鼓励！！
哦~
我们还有一位同分的得主。。。
就近是谁那么厉害？
尽然同分！
那就是----- 西施小姐！！！！

请得主迅速上台领奖~

最烂借口名句：

1）“风吹我的衣出来的”

2）“我的袜子被外星人拿回火星做研究了”

各位学了多级个借口吧~

尽量拿去用。。

看对方给你什么样的表情~

when the world works....

i just don't like it!!!
why??

i don't know really....

but i can tell you that i'm not liking it!!!!
because you squeeze the f*cking sh*t out of me..
and you just take off....

great~

now you call and say that you're in US???!!!!

atleast you called~~

anyway....

it's not just that you ruined my day....

but other things in school are quite ordinary....

go to school...
get scolding....
come back....
honestly....
after knowing you...
you made my life up and down...
which is what i want....
some adventure.....

it's just so boring....
it's always...
excersice....
test....
homeworks....
more excersice....
more test....
more homeworks....
i just don't like it....

i hate schools...

especially those who i have no interest in!!!!



hate school