We're never meant to be

I just know that somehow we are gonna end up like this...
It is a cycle...
People say it will be better once you get to know who they are...
But I don't think so...
The better you gt to know them,
The uglier side of them you will see....
I'd rather keep my impression on you as the sweet, mentally unstable girl...
And I'd rather still think you of the smart and selfish girl...
And you, the really active one....
But somehow, those beautiful first impression were gone.....

Anyway, I feel kinda lost lately...
I'm not meant to be anywhere...
The most comfortable place I feel is when I'm drawing.....
You say you hate to be cheated...
Who does? Nobody wants to be cheated... So think of what you did to others....
As I've said, I'd do nothing for a friend....
But I hope you appreciate it.
You say you hate people taking advantage of you,
But think about yourself, you are starting to take advantage of people too.

I've got the feeling,
People who looks weak, need more protection....
Fine, I'll be on my own... I'll protect my ass...and yours too....
Whatever, I M TIRED OF ALL THESE SHIT.