Something I call friendship

Do you ever get that feeling,
That you are always the one who care for other people
And they don't appreciate it.
I'm tired of it!
I'm tired to be to the one who's always thinking bout other people.
I'm tired to be the one who has to care about others feeling.
I'm tired to be the one who has to clean up your shit.
Who's gonna think about me?
Who's gonna care bout my feeling?

Who's gonna help me?

I wonder

Will the sun get tired bout 

he's the one always providing us warmth

And yet you ungrateful people say its fucking hot.

I wonder

Will the sun shut down totally one day

And leave us ungrateful beast to chill to death?

Tell me!

Who the fuck is gonna care bout my fucking feelings!

When you have a problem,
I gotta deal with it.
You said you don't like me doing this,
I don't do it. I stop doing it.

But now,

You still say its not enough?

What the fuck do you want me do now?

I've had enough of caring your feelings.
I am your freaking friend for gods sake.

Now what?
After I deal with your fucking problem and your feeling,
You ran off feeling fine as fuck
And leave me feeling like a piece of shit?

What kind of a fucking friend are you?

Stupid fuctards!

I'm sick of it!
From now on,
 I JOY LIM WILL NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANY FCUKING THING WHICH DO NOT INVOVLES ME.
I WON'T FUCKING CARE BOUT YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS

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