there's no such thing

remember those days, when the girls will stick to a group and gossip about boys and other stuffs?

remember those days, waking up early in the morning, going to school, hoping for which teacher is on leave, waiting for recess, then finally looking forward to go home.

remember those days, where today was the first day of school, and soon it is final exam, then later we are older by one year, and after that we are preparing for graduation and the big big last exam.

remember the day, when we knew we are going to separate soon? or at least i knew i was gonna be the first one leaving. we even made all sorts of stupid promises, about making movies together and music videos and all those other stuffs. 

well everyone knew very well that it was never gonna happen, but i was naive enough to believe that all of that would somehow magically come true. 

i was naive enough that when everyone said "keep in touch" they truly meant it. 

i was naive enough to believe that those we called "sisters" and BFFs are gonna last.

clearly i should've known that everything is going to magically disappear and being forgotten. 

no one would want to bring up old stories about themselves doing stupid stuffs and saying stupid things. 

i was being warned that by leaving the school the earliest and having no really close buds, things are gonna get awkward and I am soon gonna be forgotten.

well, i should've just accepted it, but i was hoping to have a different outcome. 

anyway, I've accepted that i'm no long part of the old click, since i left school the second earliest. 

i have always wondered, the girl who left the earliest and she has always been the center of our gossip topic have since gotten so close with  you guys.

well, i guess i can't question everything.

i must well as just accept the fact that i have moved on, faced a new bunch of people and also its kinda my fault that i did not take the initiative to participate in any activities. 

well, anyhow, i still wish all of my friends, sisters, clicks, buddies, whatever you guys call it now, good luck in your future, if anytime soon, i would love to catch up and know whats been going on.