Everything Is Wrong

It was a cloudy day. The sky was gloomy the whole day.

There was slight breeze,

but something had bothered me since u two started acting like that,

not u two,plus a lot of people are starting to go strange.

it look like it wanted to rain.

The whole day at school i look at you,

between you two, there is a tension growing.

i don't know if it's my fault.

but i 'm not sure that the cold war between u 2 will last this long.

and i'm sure it wouldn't.

when time comes by,

it will slowly separate us.

I'm doubtful that my wish will come true,

but few days ago i made a wish for our friendship to stay.

and i remember that few of my blog that wrote frens forever definitely

wasn't coming true.

i shouldn't have written the word FOREVER,

because i should have knew it all along that i was lying to myself.

I forced myself to believe that u 2 would get along.

everyone has their own character.

every characters are important role.

But today i finally was awake.

It was the last period of the day.

and the class was noisy.

i was sitting alone because the teacher had change the place.

i was depressed at first when i started sitting alone.

because everyone in the class had partner.

but later i found that there was a wide river that separated me from my friends.

i didn't know about anything that had happened to my friends.

i felt that i had lost touch with my friends.

i felt like i didn't belong.

When it was recess time,

we went to the canteen,

i tried to have a sit in the middle of my friends.

but even though i sat in the middle i still couldn't figure out what they are talking about.

and i notice that there was starting to have tension around me.

there was eerie silence that surrounded me.

none of my friends were talking.

even though the next table, they were talking quite loudly.

it could have drown our talk.

i thought that i have hearing problem.

but sadly, i didn't have hearing problem,

they were really not talking.

they were doing their own business as though they doesn't know each other anymore.

as i was saying,

it was the last period of the day.

so here i am.

sitting alone in the middle of the class.

sometimes i think that a lot of things are wrong.

like when they say center of the attraction, or

u will get attention if you are different.

but i think time have change,

people doesn't care that you are different.

i'm different i thought.

i was sitting alone while others are not.

that is a different.

and i was sitting in the middle.

that was definitely the center.

but as though i live in my own world.

nobody cared bout me.

and that's why i started thinking bout these things that had bothered me.

TO BE CONTINUE.....