I Hope

Back to few hours ago,

i was arranging some visiting with one of my close friend.

all was ready and i called our teacher to inform her about we were going to her house.

but later the plan didn't work out,

cause our teacher is busy that time,

but my teacher told us that 2 something would be a perfect timing for us to visit her.

i then called up my friends and told them the news.

so we plan of something else.

basically it was me who did most of the planing.

but i don't mind.

they wanted to go jusco.

but i thought that it would be so dull to be going the same place over and over again.

so i said, or else we go to sunway pyramid.

because we will not be visiting our teacher.

i asked and asked.

but the friend that i was discussing with kept on bringing up:"

what about her?" than after i answered that she would ask again:"what about so and so?" again i answered it.

it happen a few times already, and it was starting to get my nerve.

so i finally asked:" do you really want to go or not?"

we were chatting trough MSN so i couldn't really express my anger.

i don't know she felt that whether i was angry or not.

but i think she knew..

cause i started using capital letters to reply.

but then she was quite patient.

i have a bad temper.

i knew that.

i get pissed off easily.

i have been trying hard to control.

she was so cool..

then finally she said:"then why not u don't go?"

i was blazing that time, so i said:" U all doesn't want me to follow right?!"

i was boiling!

after a few chat, 

i finally went 'away' mode.

i figured that i better go away before i get too stress out.

i was on medication..

i didn't really tell anyone.

i was on medication all the time.

cause i'm on medication,so i don't wanna stress myself.

Shit i'm getting giddy again..

i think that i'll write later.

after i take medication again...